Chapter 5 - what is love?

[sexual content]

when Mis Americano woke up calix was next to him

"did you enjoy last night?" Calix replied

Mis remembered everything that happened-

his boss kissed him!

twice!

and he was the one who asked for it!

his boss even brought him here-

he got on top of him- and stripped him

but he didn't do anything else-

how could he hold himself back?

and he wanted him to do it-

he begged- he even offered to be a one night stand

but he refused and confessed to him

and told him to sort things out

and just left him like that

how was he supposed to figure things out

with that blunt confession?

it just made his heart race more

and he was already turned on-

so pulled down his underwear

and grabbed his cock-

he began to stroke it as he imagined

Calix on top of him

Calix rocked against him

and began to bite down on him -

giving him hickies all over his chest

up to his collar bone and lastly his neck

he let out a few moans

he moved up and bit his lip

and slipped his tongue in Moving it around

he rolled his eyes back

it felt just like it did at the office-

Calix released and he let out another moan

Calix moved his hand down and touched his cock and began to stroke it

he rolled his eyes back and let out a few moans-

"let me hear a few more of those beautiful moans of yours-" Calix replied

Calix leaned in and put his mouth on his cock

he began to suck down on it and he began to lick it Moving up and down

he let out a few more moans

it felt amazing-

he released into Calix's mouth hitting the back of his throat and he swallowed it down

his heart was beating so fast

and then he pasted out

Calix let out a laugh

he didn't even know that- it was the real him-

that sucked his cock-

he had heard him- and when he saw him

he couldn't stop himself-

there was a meal in front of him

why not devour it?

and he knew that's what he wanted

so he did and he had to admit he tasted really good-

he wonder if he could get another taste-

he put his underwear back on

put a pillow under his head

and a blanket on top of him

he watched him sleep

Calix never sleeps-

just couldn't-

he knew that he was different-

he just didn't know how much

Mis Americano looked up at him

his face became bright red

"You- You- that- was real?!" He shouted

"Yeah I couldn't help myself who am I to past up a good meal when it's offered to me?" Calix replied

"but- you said you wouldn't take advantage of me- but- you just did-" he replied

"Well I can't always fight back my instincts-

I'm the predator and you're my prey-

and you offered yourself on a sliver plater

inside a lion's den- how did you expect not to get eaten? and I know you wanted it-

you were practically asking for it-" Calix replied

he wanted to say something back but he couldn't what Calix said was true-

he was surprised Calix could hold himself back for so long-

of course he acted on it

he felt his heart race-

he felt so happy-

he hugged Calix

Calix's eyes widen

it had been so long since someone had hugged him- like this

he felt his heart flutter

he felt safe in his arms

and then he started sobbing into his chest

Mis Americano's eyes widen

he began petting his hair

and held him tight

"thank you for letting me in- and not calling me a monster- even though I'm one-" Calix replied

"You are not a monster- you just act before you think- and that doesn't make you a bad person- and you tried so hard to hold back for me- but you couldn't and I'm not mad at you for that- I can see how much you care-

if you didn't you wouldn't have brought me here- and took care of me- and it makes me feel so happy-" he replied

"so you Love me then?" Calix replied

"I'm not sure- but- I know that you make me happy- I was so afraid that you didn't love me-

and that none of this would happen-

That you care- I thought that you only wanted to use me- but I am glad you didn't-" he replied

"but I still ended up eating you-" Calix replied

"eh- it's fine and you can't deny a meal like me forever-" he replied

"Mis Americano you are so shameless-

I like it- so you'll let me devour you when ever I want?" Calix replied

"Yes and you skipped to dessert- and you didn't eat me whole- I still want more-" he replied

"Well- I'll gladly eat you- but I want to savor you for as long as possible-and I'll devour you whole when the time is right-" Calix replied

"but- you said that you loved me-" he replied

"Mis Americano when did I say that?

I only said that I wanted to love you truly-

and I do- but I won't say it until you say it

and you never told me your name-" Calix replied

Mis Americano took a deep breath

"alright I'll tell you- but you better say it right" he replied

"I will I promise-so tell me it-" Calix replied

"it's- Macciato-" he replied

"Macciato?- then will you always be attached to me? and never wash out?-" Calix replied

"Pfft- Cal- I'm not going anywhere

you are dedicated to me- and that's what I've always wanted- because you are so handsome- and because of the way you acted

I thought you hated me-" he replied

"Mis- Macciato- I never have hated you-

I wish I noticed my feelings sooner too" Calix replied

"but you realized your feelings before mine-

even if took you ten years- like me-

and I want to say I love you too but-

it's still hard for me-" he replied

"Macciato- you don't have to force yourself for me- when my parents rushed things-

it didn't go so well- that is why I am not doing

what you wanted me to- at least not fully-" Calix replied

"what happened between them?-" he replied

Calix took a deep breath

"before they had me- my fathers loved eachother- but- they didn't communicate well-

and they end up hurting eachother-

and my father hurt my "mother" really badly-

during sex- it was literally torture-

and after that he took care of him-

but- things changed- and he said some really messed up things- about him- and mentioned his ex wife- he was so heartbroken after that-

so he killed him- along with himself-

and when he met him again-

he still loved him- even after everything-

my father apologized- and that's how they ended up back together- and then two them got married and then they had me-

and three us were happy together-

until I was 15-" Calix finished

Macciato's eyes widen

"he really forgave him after that?- if you did that to me I would never forgive you-

I guess your father was lucky-" he replied

"I know he was a monster and I'm afraid that I'll be just like him- but I only want to be his good half- he cared for me- and I know that because he sacrificed his life for me-" Calix replied

"I remember that you told me before- and Calix you will never turn out that way I'll make sure of it-" he replied

"thanks- for not giving up on me-" Calix replied

"Well you aren't as bad as your father- and you never will be-" he replied

"but how do you know that? I am not even human-" Calix replied

"don't say such things you are more human than you realize- you can can realize your mistakes and make up for yourself-

if you weren't you wouldn't have stopped-

and you would truly hurt me- but you didn't

maybe the way you acted wasn't right but

you had good intentions- and I can see how much you care-" he replied

"my "mother" said something similar to my father and he hurt him afterwards-" Calix replied

"but you aren't him You are You- and you won't hurt me I know it-" he replied

"but my Mother said that too and he still got hurt-" Calix replied

"you love me don't you? if that's the case then why would you do that?" he replied

"I would never do that- I care too much about you and I hate to see you hurt-" Calix replied

"good now focus on me and forget about the past- let's focus on what we have now-" he replied

"but- what- do we have?" Calix replied

"we have eachother and you are my lover-" he replied

Calix's eyes widen

"You really accept me as your lover?" Calix replied

"how can I not after everything? you showed me your love who am I discard something I've wanted for years?" he replied

"you really were obsessed with me weren't you?" Calix replied

"I- just wanted your attention- I never realized the reason until now- and I didn't understand it

but I am willing to try to love you-" he replied

"that is all I hope for- my love" Calix replied

Calix grabbed his hand and kissed it

Macciato leaned in and kissed him pushing his tongue in Moving it around

Calix rolled his eyes back

and let the pleasure take him

when he released he let out a moan

and Calix kissed him back fiercely Pushing his tongue in Moving it around

Macciato rolled his eyes back and let the pleasure take him

he felt so happy- that he was loved