Mis Americano thought about everything that happened-
the heartbreak prince was obsessed with him!
he was in love with him because of his persona- the perfect wife
and still believed that He could make him his wife-
he refused- I am not going to be your wife!
so what- I may have fantasized- about you-
it doesn't mean I like you-
trying to make me sell my body to you-
and you can't capture me-
I don't belong to you I belong to myself-
I think of you as my boss nothing else
- you think I am so special-
you don't even know me-
other than a coworker-
you know how hard I work-
but you only admired me from a far-
why didn't you just introduce yourself?!
I don't even know your name
I wish you knew mine- and say it properly
I want you to kiss me- and give me hickies-
I want you to give me pleasure- -
I want you inside me-
I want you to make my heart race
I want you to make me want more-
to tease me relentlessly-
to say that you want me-
those were his desires-
but he believed none of those things would ever happen-
why did he even want those things?
from him of all people?!
he was insane- and obsessed with him-
but it wasn't even the real him-
he wanted to be loved for himself-
not because of some persona -
he said that he admired his hard work-
but that wasn't enough-
he was now paying attention to him?
he had watched him- but he never interacted with him- his boss was a stalker-
he couldn't understand him at all-
how was he so obsessed with him?
did someone tell him about me?
just what did he want from me?
to be his wife- Yeah right-
it ain't happening- I'll never be your wife
he also said he wanted to eat me-
that means he wants my body-
I won't give it to him that easily-
pay me first- get to know me better
then maybe I'll change my mind-
but I am not giving myself to you-
not yet-
why would I want that?-
I don't understand any of it-
why do I have fantasies of him now?!
I did want attention from him in the beginning
but never like this- until now-
is it because he's the heartbreak prince?
that he knows that I am Mis Americano?
and because of the confession-
I felt my heart beat- but- It's the image of me he has in his head not the real me-
he only paided attention to me because
he found out that I was her-
he acknowledged my hard work-
but- that's not enough for me-
I want something else from him-
I never knew what it was-
but was this what I wanted from him?
he did say that I was precious to him-
I- want that- to tell me how much you appreciate me-
but I want you to love the real me
-he wasn't sure why he wanted that-
what's so important about him loving me?
and why him?- have I always wanted his love?
No right?or did he?
but why did he only notice his feelings now?
it had been 10 years-
even if that's what he wanted-
there's no way he could return it
he barely knew anything about him-
but he got to know a bit-
he trusted him and told him about his past-
he teased him- and told him that he was precious to him- and that he believed we were soulmates
he wanted to believe that-
but- did he even love him?
he couldn't- there's no reason to-
and those other things that he wanted-
he didn't understand it-
would he give up his body that easily?
No- he couldn't just let him use him-
he wanted him to love him-
but just who was this heartbreak prince to him?
he only thought of him as his boss-
but he wanted these things from him
he didn't understand why
did he really want him to be his lover?
it's what his heart tells him-
but that won't happen-
he'll always be alone
no one loves him and he doesn't love anyone-
even if he wants those things from him-
he can't call it love-
but he wanted hear those words
"Macciato I love you you are so precious to me- and I will never let you go"
he imagined him grabbing his hand and intertwined his hand with his and kissed it
they both had rings on their finger
did he really want that?
to be happy with his boss?
well it was just a fantasy it doesn't matter
that will never happen
how could he be happy with him?
he didn't love him at least not the real one
he felt heartbroken-
why couldn't he love him?
why did he want that though?
was because he showed him it but it was only false hope-
he didn't love the real him-
why even believed he could- he wasn't sure
he really wished that words-
he said went like he imagined
-and hearing him speak his name-
it made him comfortable- and happy
but him saying it softly in his ear-
it turned him on-
"Macciato I want you-"
then the heartbreak prince pulled him in
and pulled down his pants along with his underwear-
he couldn't believe what he was seeing
was he that- desperate?
he didn't want that-
he was fine with the things way were right?
their relationship would stay platonic-
that other stuff was only in his head
"Mis Americano-"
he turned around to that familiar voice
it was his boss the heartbreak prince!
and he was just fantasizing about him
he turned bright red
"boss-" he replied
"don't call me that- we are so much more than that- we may not be lovers yet- but we are friends right?- I want you to call me by my name- it's Calix- may I know yours Mis Americano?" Calix replied
"why would I let you know my name?
we barely know eachother we are just acquaintances- and even if I told you my name you would miss it up like everyone else-" he replied
"what makes you think I will? just let me try
I am sure I could" Calix replied
"but no one has ever said it right and because of that I got that ridiculous name-" he replied
"I already told you how I got my name so can you tell me how you got yours?" Calix replied
"Well it because when I was ordering my coffee- I told them to put a Mister in front of my name- but instead it came out as what it Is now- and the barrisstias told everyone about me and then the rumors started
but they didn't directly say it was me
when they talked about me they called me by that name and never specified the gender
but because of the name everyone assumed I was a woman-" he replied
"your name was messed up so many times-
so you thought putting Mister in front of it would work?" Calix replied
"Yeah I realize how dumb that was- it only ended up worse and I'm forever know as Mis Americano-" he replied
"Well I don't think it's that bad- I think it fits you well-" Calix replied
"it doesn't fit me at all- but yours fits you-
Calix the heartbreak prince- you're rich and handsome- I'll never compare and you'll just break my heart again-" he replied
"don't say such things you are perfect just the way you are- and I promise I'll never break your heart- you are special to me and I'll willing give my life for you- because I deeply care about you-" Calix replied putting his hands on his hand holding it between them
Mis Americano turned bright red
"then- then- can you kiss me?" he asked
Calix's eyes widen
he asked for a kiss!
"a kiss? you want me to kiss you?- are you sure? because if I do you will fall for me-" Calix replied
"Yes-but no tongue- I'm not ready for that yet-
and I just wanted to see if I felt anything-
since the feelings I have for you are so confusing-" he replied
"let's try it out then-" Calix replied
Calix leaned in and kissed him
putting his lips over his
he began slow and soft
going back and forth
he felt waves of bliss-
and his heart was beating so fast
and he wanted more-
when Calix released he let out a gasp
"so how do feel Mis Americano?- have you fallen for me?" Calix replied
"I-I- want- another please? and with a little tongue-" he replied
Calix's eyes widen
he wanted another one?!
well if that's what he wants I'll gladly give it to him
Calix leaned in and kissed him again
starting slowly and softly putting his lips over his moving back and forth
he slipped his tongue in Moving it around
Mis Americano rolled his eyes back
it felt like a feather tickled his throat
and he was being brought up into the heavens- his heart fluttered-
when he released he let out a moan
"wow you really are cute right now-
and I want to hear that beautiful moan of yours again-" Calix replied
Mis Americano turned bright red
he felt so Hot- and his heart was beating so fast-
he couldn't respond- and suddenly he fainted
Calix caught him in his arms
-why did this scene feel so familiar?
right it happened twice-
the first time his father forgot everything
and the second time his father caught his "Mother" - and he was hurt pretty badly-
but it was just a kiss- and he wasn't hurt
Calix put his head to his chest
his heart was beating so fast-
and he was breathing hard-
he also felt super hot-
so Calix carried him bridal style up to his living courters
he laid him down on the couch
he grabbed a washcloth from the bathroom
and wetted it with warm water from the kitchen sink
and put it on his forehead
he searched for medicine in the kitchen cabinets- but there was no luck
he checked the bathroom as well
but he still couldn't find anything
so as his last resort he grabbed his phone out of his pocket
he called his uncle
before he turned 18 his uncle had taken him in- he hoped he was still alive
he picked up immediately
"Hey its my favorite nephew- so did something happen? or did you just want to talk to your favorite uncle?" his uncle replied
Calix rolled his eyes
"Well- I kissed- the one who's special to me-
twice and after I kissed him again he fainted-
and he's sweating and he's hearts beating really fast and he's barely breathing-
I think he might be sick- but I don't have any meds for him- could you bring some to me?" he replied
"are you sure he's sick? you said he was barely breathing and did his body feel like it was overheating?" his uncle asked
he hung up and went to check on him
he didn't look good
he was sweating badly
he leaned in and unbutton his shirt
and unzipped his pants
Calix was on top of him in a compromising position-
Mis Americano looked up at him
his heart was still racing- he remembered what happened-
his boss kissed him twice!
and he was the one who asked for it!
and now the boss was on top of him-
he must have stripped him-
and he could imagine what he would do next and he was turned on-
"just do it already- eat me- and love me- I want you inside me now-" he replied
Calix's eyes widen
"I- as much as I want to do that- I can't- you aren't in a good state- how much sleep have you had lately?" Calix replied
"about 3 hours? it's been like that this whole week- with work and these feelings-
how am I supposed to sleep?" he replied
"Well I let you off for a week- and you'll be staying with me- the whole time" Calix replied
"You're letting me stay here? and I don't have to work?-and you're really not going to do something to me?" he replied
"I would never take advantage of you like that-
and you need to rest- so just relax-" Calix replied
"I can't relax with you on top of me like this-
I want you to do it so badly- to give me hickies and love me- and give me pleasure- and you look so hot-" he replied
"You are really desperate how long have you been without sex?" Calix replied
"forever I've never had it- or the desire for it-
but right now I want you so badly-" he replied
"Well you have to wait- Mis Americano- not tonight and you never told me your name-" Calix replied
"why would you need to know my name?
wouldn't I just be a one night stand?
and isn't it better that way? I get what I want and so do you-" he replied
"as temping as that offer is Mis Americano I have to decline- I think of you of so much more not as coworker not a friend and not a one night stand but someone who's close to my heart- and I want to love you truly-
so- please stay by my side- and you don't have to rush anything just take some time to sort things out" Calix replied
with that Calix got off of him and walked away
he called his uncle back
"he's fine now- he was just really deprived-
he kept asking me to f*ck him- he even offered to be a one night stand and I told him that I don't think of him like that and how's he close to my heart- and I gave him time to sort things out-" he replied
"Well that's good- but he definitely won't be able to sleep- since you left him like that-" his uncle replied
"but isn't giving him space the right thing to do?" he replied
"Yeah but don't leave him hanging forever-leave him be for now and check on him in the morning-" his uncle replied
"alright-then and do you think he'll ever let me into his heart?" he replied
"he may be unsure of his feelings but he was trying to let you in - that's why he acted the way he did- I was like that once-" his uncle replied
"how was your relationship with Satan?" he replied
"it wasn't the best at first- and I couldn't stay with him- I wished I could have but- at the time I hated him- and I had other partners-
but after so many tries- I was able to be with him- but things didn't work out and I had to start over- and I tried to do better- but it still didn't work but I didn't give up- and I finally got to be with him- but that didn't last long-
but I was reunited with him in my next life
-and then this life as well- and after so many tries- your fathers got a happy ending and had you-and I was able to get a happy ending with him- and that's how your cousin was born"
his uncle replied
"if you're like my "mother" then why weren't you hunted?" he replied
"Well that's because I was under Satan's protection- no one could come near me" his uncle replied
"Oh-I see well I'll protect my wife as well no harm could come to him-" He replied
"I could send a spell book to you and you could find some spells useful- and the protection spell is on page 67" his uncle replied
"You have spell books? and what makes you think I can use it?" he replied
"because both of your fathers had special abilities- Callus can see the future and other realities well your father- he track anyone with just a thought- and he could read Cal's mind but that was because of their soullink
and I have a feeling that it will work for you-" his uncle replied
"alright I trust you uncle-" he replied
"ha- I hope that you can keep your trust in me
both of your fathers lost their trust-
but after I confessed- and apologized for my actions- they were able to forgive me and they trusted me with you-" his uncle replied
"if you didn't protect me I would be dead wouldn't I?" he replied
"ha yeah- but us monsters can live peacefully now- and that reminds me have you had any sexual impulses?" his uncle replied
"sexual impulses?- none that I can think of-
I am pretty good at controlling myself-" he replied
"ha I wish I had your confidence kid- but you will act on them eventually it's just in your nature-and you really care about him right?
so please don't break his heart-
no matter how hard it may be-
I hate to see you turn into your father-" his uncle replied
"I know but I think I am already starting to become like him- mostly I am his goodside
but I also have feelings of obsession-
and possession- and that scared him off before- I don't want that again- is there a way I can get him to like me?" he replied
"he probably already does but he just needs time to understand his feelings and maybe he will let you back into his heart but you can not force this kind of thing- and let him get to know you better" his uncle replied
"alright then I'll be patient- it took me so long to realize my feelings as well- other wise I would have confessed sooner-" he replied
"You were obsessed with a woman weren't you?" his uncle replied
"Well sort of- the woman I had been searching for was under me the whole time-
"she" was one of my coworkers-
and that coworker was the same person who's with me now- I didn't know that they were the same person- but knowing who it was I felt a bit of guilt- and I wanted to make up for neglecting him- but I only made things worse-
and I'm scared that he'll hate me-" he replied
"Your father was in the same situation- well not the whole coworker thing- or thinking cal was a woman- just the last part- but he turned into a monster- and I don't want that for you-" his uncle replied
"I won't turn into a monster like him- I am good- and I am pure of heart-" he replied
"You aren't pure of heart your soul is already tainted- but that's because you aren't human-" his uncle replied
Calix hung up the phone and went to his room
and plotted himself on the bed
and thought about everything that happened