I wonder where he is, his usually the first one in our chosen classes for this week, is the skipping I thought. As soon as the thought corded my mind he comes in just in time as the professor was about to lecture us he comes and takes the seat next to me "where were you cutie?" I ask him as he ignored me and continues to pay attention to the lecture and write notes I growl lowly trying to get his attention.
He still ignores me as he continues his notes, seriously? is fucking ignoring me right now?! I feel a bit hurt but I'll talk to him about it later as I lean back a little putting my hands behind my head as I relax, the class continuing in boredom.
Once the class was over I grabbed his wrist and dragged him to the school roof, he avoided eye contact but once I stop I look at him and growl a bit getting angry "why were you ignoring me cutie" I say with a bit of anger in my voice. He looks at me and then looks away and I hear him mumble "n-no reason" he mumbles out shamefully "yea right as if I believe that" I say in my mind.
"There has to be a reason why you've been avoiding me cutie," I say growling, with anger still in my voice I see him start to shiver, I can't help but soften a little bit and proceed to tell him "tell me what's wrong I say a hint of anger still in my voice with a low growl he looks at me and says theses words that almost breaks my heart "I just don't know how I feel about you" he admitted and I feel a bit saddened by his words but I keep strong and soften and proceed to tell him " I'll give you some time, " I say before I walked off, stomping a little back into the school building. I felt my heart tug when he said that but it's only a natural reaction to be expected. Why am I so hurt about it, I'm usually a person who doesn't care if my mate rejected me.
All the mates who I came across rejected me so I have gotten used to it but for some reason when he half rejected me, my heart was screaming in pain as my wolf inside me was howling sadly, I decided to head back to my house and relax for a while.
What have I done he seemed so hurt about what I have just said how could I have been so stupid. Why do I do this every time my heart is tugged. I already know why it's because of all the things that happen it's because of the past experiences that I chose to build these walls.
I'm crying in the corner of a wall just wanting to be by myself my boyfriend, who had just abused me because I did something wrong. He's so controlling but I don't know what to do at this point, all I can do is cry and be balled up in a corner helplessly I promise myself next time I'm never going to give in to love so easily, even if that means hurting them.
As I thought back to that flashback tears fell from my eyes as I felt even more saddened for some reason and I thought I heard a sad howl in my mind but ignored it and decided to head home since all the teachers trust me anyways.
I came home my mother looks at me with worry in her eyes, and I told her I'm just a bit sad and needed some time alone. She agrees and gives me a hug and a kiss on my cheek before telling me that she will be here for me. I thanked her before heading to my room listening to music and crying a bit falling asleep in the process.
I woke back up again and it was the weekend as I'd forgotten that Friday happened yesterday. I got up fixed myself and took a shower the normal routine. Once I was done with my daily routine, received a text message from someone? I replied almost instantly.
"Hey cutie are you doing alright I apologize if I pushed myself onto you ".
"Who are you ?"
"You saying you don't remember the guy that calls you cutie?."
"Oh you're the guy I met the other day from college"
"Yep that's me, I also wanted to apologize if I pushed you too far."
I look at the text and decided to affect his apologies
"no your fine I was just a bit startled, by the way, would you like to meet me at the park so we can talk or maybe hang out as well.?"
"Sure why not cutie can we meet at 12?"
"Yea we can😇"
"Heh, ok I'll see you then😘"
I stop texting him smiling to myself when he sent me that flirty emoji, as I go into my closet looking for some outfits to wear when I meet him at the park. I want to tell him that I like him a lot, I also have to tell him I have a bit of problem or problems he should be aware of with me
I head downstairs wanting to greet my mother but I see a note on the fridge, let's me know that my mother and father are gone on a business trip again, I also see that they left me a generous amount of money looks to be about 450 dollars, damn guess they're going to be gone for about a month or more I read the note smiling to my self.
" Hey, honey, me and your father have to go on a business trip, I know your birthday is coming real soon I'm so sorry honey we won't be able to make it, please be careful as it's going to be you're 20th birthday you're going to be seeing a lot of changes, especially to yourself, love your gorgeous mother."
I frown a bit trying to figure out what she meant by "be careful on your 20th birthday" I decided to ignore it and continue with my day. A couple of hours later I woke up and at.... 11:55 I rack my brain up trying to remember what I was supposed to do and then I realized, Shit! I got to meet him at the park!
I rush to put all my clothes on, glasses on, and grab my wallet having the 450 dollars my mother and father gave me. As I was rushing I received a message from him.
"Hey cutie I'm on my way to come and get you, I hope you're all ready since I have a feeling you probably have slept a bit."
"Ehehe yes I'm ready 😅."
"Don't lie to me cutie lies get punished~😏"
"P-Punished?😳".
"Haha I'm only teasing cutie I'll be there in 5 be ready."
Tch damn jerk doing that to me and now I have a hard-on I hate to admit but I am pretty kinky as they come. I like being tied down or being punished if I did something bad. I can't help it it's the way I am I like stuff like that it's really hot to me.
That being said I'm ready as I heard a ring on the doorbell and I go downstairs, opening the door to greet him "hey cutie " he greets me "h-hey" I stutter back "ready to go?" he smiles questionably, I nod my head with a yes and we head off to go to the park.