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Chapter 5 - Anxiety

I really can't believe that happened, I thought in my head. I'm just glad me and Jack didn't go too far just minor kissing, teasing, rubbing, and well one more thing but I will not say and keep it to myself. That being said I'm going on a date with Jack today, I'm excited but I'm also really nervous I hope that my anxiety doesn't mess this up for me. He asked me to be his boyfriend last night.

Can you believe it? Well, I wonder what's in store for this date, where exactly is he going to end up taking me even then what are we going to do for fun as well, as I was getting dressed making sure I did my daily routine as well. Thinking of all the possible means of what we are going to do I just received a text from him reading it said "hey sunshine you ready for our date.?"

I smiled and responded, "yea I'm just getting dressed I'll see you when you get here😇😊."

I texted him back as I continued to get dressed in a black collar shirt, blue jeans, and gray jacket with my glasses on. I hope he likes what I'm wearing. I head downstairs and then looked at my phone seeing I received a text from him a few seconds ago "Sunshine I'll be there in less than 2 minutes be ready cutie 😘."

I smile and replied "yes I'm ready, I'm already downstairs Jack🥰" I sent him a text back and decide to eat some breakfast and all since I'll be waiting for him oh that's right I almost forgot my mother and father just went to work not too long ago so it's just going to be me and Jack but my mother and father did leave me some money even though it wouldn't be necessary I know that jack would probably end up paying for it anyway but it's always good to be prepared.

I hear a ring going throughout the house. "That must be Jack, "I thought as I went to open the door but the next thing I knew before I could comprehend I'm grabbed by my neck and lifted into the air against the wall. (ok this is where it's going to start)

I kick and squirm trying to get away from the person or whomever the object was that grabbed my air circulation as I look at the figure, his eyes dark and red, canines or what seems to be fangs that are showing as I hear a terrifying growl coming from the figure sounding nonthing like Jack's.

I begin to tear up and breathe harshly my anxiety kicking in remembering all the memories when I was abused by my ex-boyfriend. A sudden burst of power radiates within me as I use all my strength to kick the figure in the face they drop me to the ground and grabbed their face groaning in pain.

Once they recovered they look at me with bloodshot red eyes, pissed that I even did that. I couldn't do anything I was scared, shaken to the core as I looked and crawled back trying to escape but I'm still too stunned and scared to even get up and run. "fight" someone said I looked frantically but nobody was there."What was that?" I thought but shook it off since I'm in danger of my life.

I looked back as the figure dashed towards me and I embrace for impact closing my eyes the pain never came, when I opened my eyes again and looked I saw the most horrific scene Jack was beating the shit out of the figure as blood was splattered on his fist growling at the figure and almost seems to be barking? I shook my head and get up ran to Jack and hug him from behind "J-Jack I'm ok thank you j-just stop!" I stuttered out Jack seemed to ignore me and keep beating the shit out of whoever it was there facing are gone by now.

Smashed in, blood splattered everywhere as the figure screams in agony making my ears ring a bit. I decided to get in front of jack and kiss him softly on the lips bringing his head down a bit to kiss I am shorter than him after all. It seems to have worked since he slowly started to kiss me back and wrap his arms around my waist, I break the kiss so it wouldn't escalate any further and looked back into his eyes smiling seeing those shining blue eyes.

He looked back at me and signed "sorry sunshine, my blood boils when I see you get hurt" Jack admits apologizing "shhh it's ok Jack I'm glad you were here to protect me though I think you went a little overboard" I chuckled and he gives me a small smile along with a small chuckle and responds "Yea but he deserved it whomever he was" he tells me a bit anger in his voice that the guy or whoever it was assaulted me which reminds me that they are now gone I imagine they fled once I calmed Jack down.

"Let's clean you up before we continue with the date," I tell him informally as he picks me up unexpectedly and we go to the bathroom making me blush, my heart beating fast "w-wait J-Jack what are you doing" I stuttered out blushing, he smirks and chuckles amused at my reaction.

"We're going to clean up together~" he teased and I blushed "J-Jack b-but we have never done that before" I stuttered out even more blushing intensely as he continues to walk towards my bathroom "don't worry sunshine I'm not going to do anything..yet~," he says to me smirking.

I was a blushing mess I couldn't form a thought before I know it we are in the bathroom and he sets me down as he starts to strip his clothes off in front of me I turned my head quickly, my back showing to him as he chuckled and took off his clothes, the little perv inside me decided to take a little glance.

I turn my head slowly my eyes capturing the most gorgeous sight his 8 pack showing, it was a sight to see his abs glistening in the light fitting perfectly with his jawline that was so beautiful and a bit sharp. I was mesmerized by how beautiful this man was. I didn't notice I was staring until he said " ooh?~ does somebody like what they see~?" he chuckles teasingly, knocking me out of my trance as my face goes bright red and I squealed looking away.

I rush out of the bathroom and close the door shut, my back against the door as I continued to blush I heard the son of a bitch laughing. I think it's the first time I heard joy in his voice, I smiled to myself glad that I was able to hear how nice he can be his laughter is deep but it's also soft a soothing kind that can make anyone smile or at least that's just me.

I stand back up and tell him through the thin door "Jack I'm heading into my room when you're finished you can just come in alright ?" I tell him and I hear an "ok" before I leave to go to my room. I can't wait until we go on our date and see what's in store.