Emerald's POV-
'I own you..''
'Your mind is mine to explore whenever I want.'
'Your body is my property, and everyone will know it.'
Zeb is a dark creature with a mighty influence. He is the Alpha that resides in August, and all of August's depraved thoughts and wants stem from Zeb. It made me see August differently to know he had such a cold, calculating voice echoing in his head unimaginable things all these years.
I never dared to speak back to Zeb.
However, I tried to tell Anala to see if she could make him stop, but she enjoyed what he was doing to me. She has always been a little twisted in her own way, but this new version of her was different then the Anala I've known all my life. He made her act and think differently than she usually would, which only made me do the same.
She no longer had this feeling of needing to be in control. She wanted to hand it all over to him to have, and it was hard to keep holding on to my thoughts and feelings because they kept entangling with hers. She was still in heat which meant I was too and the only thing we wanted was our mate.
'If you ever touch what belongs to me without my permission, I will fuck you until you can't feel anything down there again.'
Zeb's words made me whimper and I could feel August want to comfort me, but he didn't.
I was still looking down at the floor and my knees had gone numb a while ago. Even my feet were asleep at this point. August just continued to stare down at me and every once in a while he would circle me and it would send chills down my back anytime I felt him hovering behind me.
'You're beautiful.' I heard August's voice say in my head and I hid the smile on my face behind my hair.
His words only confirmed to me that despite Zeb's influence August was still his own person and he was kind and gentle and that's how I've always seen him.
'No-one gets to touch you except me.' Zeb's voice said making my smile drop.
I think the worst thing about the things that Zeb says is that I don't hate them. It's the opposite unfortunately. I was dripping down my thighs from needing his touch so bad. I could feel myself twitch and my walls contract every time his cold voice hits my brain.
I could feel how much August was restraining himself when looking down at me and I was getting tired of still being on the floor. I shifted and squeezed my thighs together to try and find any friction at all, but it didn't help much.
I was picked off the floor and from my knees, but my feet were numb and I couldn't stand on my own. I was thrown on my bed face down and before I could start to think August grabbed my hips and pulled them up. I felt his large hand slide down my back until his rough fingers were tangled in my hair as he forced my head down into the mattress.
I felt fully exposed and on display for him.
"Tell me what I like to hear." His deep husky voice commanded.
I could feel him start to rub his hands over my bare ass and thighs and he would squeeze and pinch my flesh, but when I didn't immediately respond I could hear his large hand cut through the air right before landing a solid smack on my ass.
I gasped feeling the sudden sting and could hear Zeb's laughter in my head. I felt embarrassed and demeaned being in this position, but I couldn't think too long about how I felt when another hard slap was felt in the same spot as before.
I whimpered and tried to shift away from him, but he wrapped my hair around his hand tightly and kept me in place.
"Say it."
I went to open my mouth to speak, but the only thing that came out was a soft moan when he landed another hard pop to my other cheek.
"I..I'm yours." I managed to get out softly.
I could hear his hand cut through the air and I gripped the blankets and braced myself when he landed another hard smack on my back end again.
'Again.' Zeb's voice commanded.
"I'm yours." I said trying to find some volume in my voice this time.
August continued doing this and after every pop I had to say what he wanted to hear. That is until I stopped feeling any stings at all because I was just numb. I felt his hand rub across my heated skin and I could feel the welps as his fingers brushed over them.
I wasn't sure if it was more of August or more of Zeb, but one of them or both of them wanted to drill into my brain that I belonged to him.
I enjoyed it more then I would ever admit out loud. I could feel how much August wanted me and not just my body. I could feel his emotions and how he desperately wanted me to feel like I was his and that I did belong to him and it only made me want to prove to him that I knew that now.
I'm not dumb. I know it's the heat talking and I know it's the mate bond, but when you're throbbing for just the slightest touch you will say whatever you have to in order to get it.
"Please.." I said sounding pathetic.
I raised my hips up and arched my back so he could see how much I needed him, but it only got me another hard smack.
"Please what?" He asked and I felt my body warm up hearing his deep voice.
I didn't know what to say.
I did know, I just didn't want to say it out loud. I didn't want to hear my own voice say the words and I didn't want to feel them on my tongue. I had never felt vulnerable and small in this way and it went against everything else that I was.
'Tell me what you want sweet girl.' August said changing his tone in my head.
"You.. please I just want you." I said through gritted teeth.
August let out a low growl of approval and I finally felt him slide his hand down until his fingers slid down my wet folds. Sparks erupted across my most sensitive area from his touch and I bucked my hips trying to pull away from it. It felt too good, I was overly sensitive and I couldn't handle how amazing it felt.
August only pressed his weight more on me and held me down into the mattress before shoving two fingers inside me.
"Mmm." He purred before sliding his finger out and then back in again.
I was gripping the blankets hard and my toes were curled and I tried to stifle my moans feeling his callused fingers push deeper inside of me. A ball of pressure would build up every time he slid his fingers back in and I could feel my juices going down his hand.
'Who does this belong to?' August asked in my head darkly and I bit my lip hard when feeling him curl his fingers inside me.
"Fuck." I muttered and August began pumping them in faster.
"Answer me little girl, who does this belong to?" August asked out loud and stilled his movements.
I whimpered and tried to move my hips to find his touch again, but he held me back by my hair still.
"You, it's yours.. it's yours please." I begged and tried moving my hips back again.
"Don't move an inch Emerald." August commanded me in his Alpha voice and I stilled immediately and did exactly what he said.
He let go of my hair and I could no longer feel his warmth at all behind me. I stayed with my face down and buried into the blanket and my knees bent and ass up in the air for him to look and see me as much as he wanted.
It was humiliating knowing August could see my most sensitive parts like this, but none of those thoughts mattered when I heard his pants hit the floor.
"Tell me again." He said calmly and I replied quickly.
"I'm yours."
"All of you?" He asked me sounding genuinely curious and I felt his large warm hand start to rub my exposed bottom.
"Yes, all of me." I said to him feeling nervous about what was about to happen.
"Hmm, the thing is Emerald. How are people going to know that this.." he stopped and swiped his finger down my folds again teasingly.
"Is only for me?" He asked, but I didn't know what he wanted me to say.
"M.. my mark?" I asked sounding hoarse and he chuckled at my response.
"I was thinking the same thing.."
August gripped my hips tightly, but instead of feeling him at my entrance I felt the worst pain that I have felt in a very long time. It burned and I could feel his long canines sink into my fatty flesh and even when I screamed and tried to get away August held my hips firmly against him when he sunk his teeth deeper into me.
An Alpha can mark his mate as many times as he wants and the marks will never leave you if you're his Luna. The mark on my neck was custom and tradition. This mark on my ass though was unnecessary and was his way of branding me for life.
He claimed my body as his and when I finally felt him unclench his jaw he purposely pulled his long teeth out slowly and then kissed and licked his work softly as if it were just a love bite.
He moved his hands from my hips all the way up until he cupped both my breasts. He squeezed hard before pinching and pulling on my nipples making me moan and whimper.
'Do not worry mate, I will mark those later.'
Zeb's taunting voice rang in my head.
I could feel August pressed up against my back side and I arched myself more desperately wanting him even though I was sore from the new mark. It made me want to pass out honestly, but I was fighting through the pain, so that I could at least get what I really wanted.
"You're such an eager little thing." August said growling over me and I felt him rub himself over my entrance making me moan.
"Please.. please fuck me August." I begged again.
Without warning he plunged himself fully inside of me and I didn't brace for it. I yelled out and curled my toes feeling suddenly way too full and stretched.
August gripped my hips and slammed himself into me over and over before I could ever fully adjust myself to him. He was making me moan and yell loudly in pleasure and my hands felt like they were hot. He was blessed when it came to his size and anytime he sunk himself into me more I could feel that knot in my stomach grow. His balls were slapping against my clit with every thrust and it would send a wave of shock through my body that would force me to clench my walls around him more.
He growled loudly making the bed vibrate and placed his hand on the side of my head to hold me down while he fucked my body senseless.
I wanted to feel embarrassed for the awful sounds I was making from being so wet. Anytime August connected with me the sound of slapping wet skin was heard, but the pressure building up in my stomach was the only thing I could really focus on.
My hands felt too hot and I knew I was burning holes into my blanket. My whole body must've been burning up because August would remove his hands from my skin every so often to give him relief before grabbing ahold of me again.
I felt the bed dip down more when feeling August kneel on the mattress and he started to rock himself faster into me. I felt myself stretch out more with every thrust and August sounded like more of a wild animal, snarling and growling. I felt his rough touch as his fingers began to rub fast circles over my clit as he continued to slam himself as deep as he could into me.
"Oh fuck.." I moaned.
'Tell me again.' Even in the mind link August sounded out of breath, but I did what he asked.
"I'm yours...I'm yours.. I'll always be yours." I moaned as my sore ass bounced against him with every pump.
August pressed down roughly onto my clit and the pressure in my stomach let loose instantly.
"Ooh, August! Yes!"
I yelled as I rocked back against him and riding out the euphoric feeling that had washed over my body. I felt amazing and relieved and my mind didn't feel so cluttered anymore.
This was irrelevant though because August wasn't even close to finishing yet.
When the last bit of my high finally left my body August pulled out of me and flipped me over to my back. He wrapped my legs around him and plunged himself back inside of me. I yelled out and August grabbed both my wrists and held them over my head and started to fuck me just as hard as before.
I didn't have time to adjust or catch my breath or even recover from the intense orgasm I just had. August was making a point to be rough and it was a side of him that I had never experienced before.
He dropped his head and I moaned loudly feeling his warm tongue glide over my hard nipples. He started to suck roughly on my breasts and when I could feel his teeth start to nip my skin I whimpered. I didn't want him to mark them not only because of the pain, but because my body would never heal the marks. They would look ugly and be ruined if he marked them.
He must've heard my thoughts because when he picked his head back up I was staring back at white and black orbs and a not so happy looking August.
He leaned his weight into my wrists and picked his pace up. My legs were shaking and when I felt the same pressure build up in my stomach I felt terrified. I wouldn't be able to stop now until it went away again.
"Again." August said looking down at me.
"I'm yours.. I swear." I pleaded to him breathlessly and August stopped his pace until it was torturously slow.
I whined and tried to lift my hips up to rock against him more, but he wouldn't allow it.
"Act like it then." He said before slamming himself roughly into me.
He picked his pace up full force and raised my hips up before rocking himself more into me. I could watch August pull himself out before thrusting back inside me over and over, you could clearly see a thick layer of white liquid all of him and I felt so small knowing that had came from me. He wrapped his large hand around my throat and forced me to look at his solid white and black eyes.
His canines were poking out from his mouth and anytime I blinked a flash of Zeb's face went to my vision. The pressure continued to build, but the familiar burning sensation went through my body when August sunk his teeth over my collar bone. He didn't stop thrusting into me even when I screamed and was raking my nails down his neck and shoulders to try and pry him off. He held me down and I knew I was burning his skin, but he refused to let go of me still.
He grunted loudly and I felt the knot in my stomach burst and I howled feeling such a powerful sensation of relief again. My insides were tingling and I just felt so much wetness leave my body. The pain from him marking me swallowed my blissful feeling as fast as it came though and I could feel myself slipping into darkness before that same strange warmth poured into me like last time.