When I get up in the morning I put on a mask
One where no one can see what I'm thinking or feeling
I've had this mask for years and for years no one could see through it
Every day was the same
Smiling when I wanted to cry
Laughing when I wanted to scream
I wanted to get rid of this loneliness
This sadness
But I couldn't
I wanted to snap but I knew I shouldn't
I needed an escape
Someone to talk to
Someone that would support me
I thought I had found that someone
But in the end they betrayed me
I couldn't hold it in anymore
I had finally snapped