"My lover? How would I describe my lover, hmmmm…. Well he's got these beautiful almond shaped eyes with a rich honey oak hue that just seem to glow with amusement when his lips start to curl into a contagious crescent smile and the bridge of his nose has a slight dip in it. He's got slightly broad shoulders and a slender waist and his skin is like a field of golden wheat at daybreak. He's got this amazing personality…"
She smiles looking down at the cement lost in memories of her loved one.
"He tries to be strong all the time but I know he's fighting battles he doesn't want anyone to know about. Sometimes he gets moody and won't tell me what's wrong and I can't force him to share his demons with me but I'd like him to though. He loves kids and they love him back. Especially his nephew, the smile he makes when he's with his uncle is exclusively for him. It's the cutest thing sometimes I'll just sit back and watch how happy they are together and I'll think to myself "this is what it's gonna be like when we have kids." He loves smothering me in kisses all over my face and when he pulls away to look at me he'll have this big goofy grin that I love. He's kind of an introvert but when he's with his friends a little bit of his old extrovert self comes out. He's cautious of things that could upset me because of my past and he's got a really big heart but he's kind of closed himself off and I think it's because he gave too much of himself to the wrong person."
She finished her description with a pained sympathetic look before quickly smiling and walking away.