"Samuel, Come! Get up! Let's get you to your room." I asked trying to force him to get up. But, He doesn't budge.
"Samuel, Please get up! It's already late at night. Come on!" I pleaded, trying to raise him by lifting his arm. He doesn't even move, he doesn't even try to remove my hand. He just looked right into my eyes boring into my soul.
"Tell me you forgive me, I will get up." He said childishly changing my hand's position for him to hold tightly on my hand. I looked away not able to match his gaze's intensity.
There is no way I can forgive that easily even if I love him very much. My self-respect will never accept that. So, Naturally, I tried to distract him now. Because I can't even fake forgive him to deal with his drunken state.
"Samuel, You are not in your senses. Get up let's go!" I said weakly not meeting his gaze.
He suddenly left my hand withdrawing his heartwarming warmth, folding his hands in front of his chest pouting like a child who got denied his candy. I sighed knowing there is no way I can deal with him in this state.
There is only one person that I know who can deal with him now. I closed my eyes, gulping heavily knowing that it will pain me more than anything if I am going to do this.
I reached his pocket to search for his phone. Thank god, he was already busy sulking in his own world.
I looked at his phone, searching through his contacts to find the name of his angel. Her number is marked as the only favorite. Of course, She will be. It's obvious because they are a couple.
Then why are you hurting, Calla? Why are you feeling so heavy in your heart? Why is there a lump in your throat?
I know I shouldn't do this. I know that he will not have my number. How will he have my number when even I don't have his number even when I am loving him this much? I don't know why but I typed my name in the search box to be only disappointed in myself. Why do I have lots of imaginary hope?
I took a deep breath, swallowing that lump in my chest, and dialed her. When she immediately answered the phone within a few rings, my heart became heavy.
"Samuel, Are you okay? Why are you calling me at this hour? Is there a problem?" She asked panicking in her just woken up voice.
I felt my heart was being crushed under some weight when I heard her panicking this much. So, this is how much she loves him. I wouldn't even stand a chance. Why do I even think I get a chance?
"I....." I was about to explain this situation to her when suddenly Samuel interrupted by calling my name.
"Calla! What are you doing? Who are you calling?" He asked cutely frowning his eyebrows deeply showing he is confused as fuck.
"Samuel, It's Amelia." I haven't even finished speaking when suddenly he snatched his phone near my ear, eyes widening, jumping happily hearing the name of his lover. I hissed at the pain caused by him when he snatched the phone from me.
He doesn't even bother to see my pain neither physically nor emotionally.
"My baby, How are you? You know what I miss you baby. You are very bad. Why don't you give me my goodbye kiss today?"He started complaining to his girlfriend not even caring that I was standing there trying to control my tears. How much I have imagined he would ask me like this? Talk to me like this? Probably enough to be called pathetic.
I can't hear anything she has said. But, it looked like she was scolding him because he was lowering his head and pouting cutely. I can't help but smile at his little cuteness.
There was definitely a strong cuteness in the way he looked right now. Head bowing, eyes on the ground, pouting and holding his phone in both hands near his ear like it was the precious thing now because there was his girlfriend on the line. I completely ignored everything including Amelia just to be mesmerized by his position in front of me. You can't blame me though, this is the first time I saw him this cute other than being rude to me. I don't even care that this was due to his girlfriend. Who cares when I get to see this side of Samuel?
So Mesmerised, so hypnotized that I don't even realize that he was calling me, giving me his phone while I watched him creepily smiling at him.
"CALLA!" His yelling voice snapped me to my painful reality.
"Huh?" I asked extremely clueless.
"My baby girl is asking me to pass the phone to you. Here!" He said while placing his phone in my hand. I painfully ignored that nickname and placed the mobile near my ear.
"Hello!" I greeted really not knowing what to say now. Maybe, I should ask her to come to fetch him. I don't think I can carry him to his dorm. And it will be really inappropriate if I directly helped him instead of informing Amelia.
"Amelia! Here, Samuel is in a drunken state. There is no one near me. So, I thought it will be right if I informed you. Can you fetch him?" I asked in a low voice, gulping even though I already knew that she will.
"Okay! Of Course. I am really sorry on his behalf. He seemed to have caused you unnecessary trouble. But, why is he there? Wait! I will speak with you after reaching there. Where are you two?" She asked in a tone that resembled deep concern. For him.
"No! No! It's okay. We are at our college dorm's entrance. Please, hurry up!" I hurried her sensing that Samuel was going to sleep n the ground.
"Our dorm. You are from our college." She asked amazed while there were some noises which indicated that she was hurriedly getting ready to come.
"Yes!" I simply commented. Nothing more, Nothing less.
"Okay! I will be there in a few minutes." She said hanging up.
I saw Samuel's nearly asleep state and went to his side.
" Samuel! Please get up! Let's go over there!" I said softly looking at his state. I took hold of his shoulder lightly bending on my knees and shook him to clear some of his dizzy minds.
He lifted his head to look at my eyes, whispering "Where?" in his hoarse voice.
My breath hitched in my throat at that because right now he looked very beautiful like
some art that resembles a beautiful vulnerability.
I haven't even seen one of his looks from tonight in those four years. I felt like I am really blessed tonight.
"Over there!" I pointed towards the bench where I kept my phone and my bag without breaking eye contact with him.
He turned to look in that direction for a brief second before turning to me with a frown on his face.
"There?" He questioned pointing at the bench with his finger asking like a child.
It's officially confirmed. Confirmed that I am going to die tonight. Only because of My Ame's cuteness.
He is such a cute drunker. If alcohol is not harmful to health, I like him as drunk more.
I nodded my head carefully keeping my hands to myself controlling them from pinching his cheeks until they become red.
He shakes his head displaying his disapproval. I raised one eyebrow as a non-verbal question.
"I want to go to Amy." He said suddenly becoming very bright and cheerful.