"Bee, princess, slow down, my feet are floating in the water right now, I'm afraid I'll scream out any moment." I tightened my grasp on his hands and slowly moved forward with bigger steps.
"Seok-Min, this might sound dramatic but I really really want you guys to be my family."
"What?" He breathed out, surprised.
"Yeah, all of us together, let's try this out. I think I can let my insecurities go. Shit this sounds like a proposal."
I laughed, he laughed.
"Yeah and that's gonna be wrong on so many levels."
"Huh?"
"You said all of us together, I'm gonna be your brother and you're gonna be my baby sister so yeah, a proposal would be wrong on so many levels." I looked up at him and he looked down with a soft expression, making my heart clench. I said it like it was nothing, but was I really ready to trust people again? I nodded twice, anyway.
"Tell me your secret," I voiced out, almost whispering afraid to break this thin glass of comfort.
"I was in love once, we all used to go boating with my family, she died of Leukemia after an year of us dating. So, I tried to follow her into whatever lies after life, and jumped into a river near home back in Korea. Nathan saw me do it, we were from the same neighborhood so he jumped in to get me out."
"So you're afraid of going in the water now that there's too many bad memories attached to it," I completed for him and he just nodded.
"We're gonna make so many new memories, so many that you'll forget the pain of being here."
"And you'll forget the pain of losing Jack because yes, we're gonna make so many new memories."
Maybe, we'll be okay.
"Look, we came so far already." Both in the water and in lives.
Yes, we'll be okay.
"Bee, I think this is enough for today", he said touching the surface of the water with his fingertips which was reaching the end of my cycling shorts now.
"Yes, it's enough, come we'll join the others, I'm a little hungry."
We were sitting on the beach lined up together with the waves touching our feet ever-so-slightly. Waves are quite something, so beautiful, so calming but so furious looking at the same time. It's ironic sound how the crashing sounds of the waves seem so pleasant. I could give up everything just to stay this calm everyday. A tap on my shoulder brought me out of spiraling thoughts about the waves and I turn my upper half around.
"Bee, we're all going back home, get up," Kyle posed as politely as possible. I gave him my hand and he pulled me up effortlessly.
"Let's go", he smiled a little and we both walked behind the others in silence.
We sat in the same places as before but this time Young-Jae was to my right and Hyun to my left. I leaned back in my seat a little exhausted and turned to see Young-Jae already half asleep.
He always tried to act tough but he really wasn't. Dominant? Sure, but not some tough playboy he tried to be.
Dumbass.
"Jae, your neck's gonna be all knotted up by the time we reach home," I said caressing his cheek with my thumb, he wouldn't remember anyway. He mumbled a quick 'come here' but I pulled him instead so he fell face-first into the dip of my neck.
"You know, I could take advantage of this situation," he whispered tracing my inner thigh with his index finger, I slapped his hand away from my thigh and instead set it down around my waist.
"That's more like it." He hummed in appreciation and squeezed me, gently falling asleep.
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"We're here And Bee, you should stay the night obviously," Trevor said from the back seat and I agreed, I was way too sleepy and tired. All of them got off sleepily without noticing Young-Jae spooning me except of course Trevor.
"Are you both like a thing now?" He asked with a teasing smile on his face.
"What?! No, he's just like you guys," I huffed out.
Okay, maybe more.
"Doesn't look like it, take your time, I know how felt after Noah, but Young-Jae Hyung is nothing like Noah. He's at least a thousand times better than what Noah's become now."
"I know." Trevor walked away to the house and I unlatched Young-Jae's hands from my waist. He was so sleepy that he fell back onto me. I shook him and he grinned sheepishly.
"YOUNG-JAE!"
Nothing.
"Young-Jae, baby we're home, let's tuck you into bed, okay?"
"Did you call me baby, kitten?" He rasped tripping over his words slightly and drowsy.
"Yes baby, please get up, don't you want your cuddles?"
"I want kisses too."
"O-Okay."
-"Young-Jae, no, you never said where. I kissed on the cheek and forehead thrice already," I sighed trying to get away from him. He just wouldn't let me sleep. I managed to sneak into his room after acting like I was sleeping in the guest room and all of them went to sleep.
"Oh, I see, you don't find me good enough for you, do you?" He mumbled in an insecure low voice.
No, I'm just afraid you don't think of me the same way.
"Oh come on," I groaned and he faced me cutely pouting his lips a little and then proceeded to make one of his thin lipped flat smiles.
He got me.
I leaned in and quickly pecked the corner of his lips, he took the opportunity to grab me by the waist and made me sit on his lap, all in a second. Now why did it have to be like this?!
"Gotcha." He whispered pecking my lips one, twice, thrice and then pressed them for a longer time on mine. I closed my eyes this time and his hand ran up my sides and thighs slowly. He was basically testing me, I swear if he didn't kiss me himself I was gonna do it.
"Kiss me," he said extremely breathy.
"If you say so."
I pressed my lips on his completely. He parted his lips taking my lower lip between them, my whole body reacted to just that one action and I sighed deeply. I felt his shampoo smell reaching into the whole of my body, his hands pushing under my dress up to my waist resulting in a moan from me. This was lethal.
He was everywhere, touching me, smelling me, reading me, not just looking but seeing me, kissing me and I couldn't get enough. I needed more, more of him, his scent and his lips. He tugged at my lower lip softly at first but then he got rougher and I whimpered automatically grinding on him.
He groaned pulling away from my lips, both breathless, and breathtaking. With his hands on my hips, he guided them back and forth on his crotch again. He leaned in again and kissed me on the neck and as soon as he found my sweet spot, he started sucking on it and I lost all sanity there was left in me.
"Oh my god, Young-Jae."
"Call me daddy again, Baby."
"Daddy, this feels so good." He groaned and started moving me faster on top of him. I moaned and pressed my lower half harder against his. The fabric of his jeans and my shorts were rubbing together and on my core. He was still sucking and kissing my skin and the pain that shot through me every time he sucked onto my neck and collarbones was so fucking amazing, it didn't even feel like pain, my mind was clogging with his scent.
I just couldn't think, amazing that he had such control over me and it was not like he knew me for years. Just one damn week. I took the support of his shoulders and kept grinding fast. I could see both of us getting closer to our orgasms so I ground even harder. His face contorted in pleasure and my mouth hung open, eyes heavy and low moans continuously falling from my lips.
"Fuck, baby, you have no idea how hot you look right now."
"And I thought you were sleepy."
"Mhmm", he nuzzled into my neck and rubs my clit through the fabric of my underwear so I palmed him through his jeans too. "I'm c-close, move your hand faster", he complied quickly and we both rode out our highs.
"That was, uh, new," I said, still on his lap and he hummed probably still dazed after the orgasm.
"I want to sleep but I also don't want to move," he said pressing his cheek against my belly and I embraced him, lightly wrapping my arms around him.
"Come on, I'll tuck you into bed, I need to go to the guest room too."
"No, stay, You never know what could happen, what if I have another nightmare and you're not here to cuddle me to sleep. You wouldn't like that right?" he teased, smirking and I sneaked off his lap.
"Cuddle the pillow," I said laughing a little and he deadpanned.
"I like your laugh." He commented, looking up at me with fond eyes.
"And I like you," The words practically flew out of my mouth before I could stop them and he stared at me with wide eyes.