As always I woke up with alarm clock and a beautiful sunny morning ahead of me. Since few days it's always him or wanting to see him , talk to him and spend some time with him has always been my main motivation to go for college this early in the morning. Because other then him their is nothing to look at and or motivate myself for going to class.
I am an lazy average student. So it's so obvious that I love to wake up late in the morning. But I also need to attend classes for minimum attendance which was eighty-five percent. So I woke up , got ready and left for classes. He never comes to college early so i always leave my room just one or two minutes before my classes starts as my classroom isn't very far from my hostel.
During my tea break , I went to Block B building ladies washroom along with my classmate Tia and Haniya. As always he was standing there along with Fazeed and Adil. He wore a black t-shirt paired with blue jeans which perfectly hugged his sleeves leaving his body for imagination. I asked Tia to go washroom while me and Haniya stayed back to greet them.
After we greeted each other, Fazeed told that we have to meet at NAIN centre during lunch break. We agreed to it and left for classes after Tiya arrived. And as always , I ignored his eyes with a hope to watch them up close.
It was lunch break . I came to hostel, took my food and kept it in room then I went to NAIN centre. They were already their. So after I went there , they left the chair beside Ayan empty and offered me to sit. Happily I took the chair beside him.
After sometime everyone was busy doing their own job. Fazeed and Zafar was checking some stuffs in laptop, Adil and Haniya was busy teasing each other , me and Ayan were also talking to each other. He was showing me some pictures in his phone . Unknowingly we both lifted our eyes from phone and looked towards each other. After a second or two , he looked back to his phone.
Today is the first time i looked straight into his eyes up so close. My heart was racing like a horse. Somehow I tried to calm myself without anyone noticing it. I also looked back to his phone screen but for few seconds I had no idea what he was tell me. The sight of him itself makes me feel warm.
It was almost time for me to leave. I bid everyone goodbye as i had classes to attend. But he stopped me. He offered me chocolate which i gladly took . He asked me to sit with him for a bit longer. It wasn't adjectly asked , it was more like an order. But somehow it didn't irritate me instead it made me feel warmth. That's when my doubt got stronger , that he could sense my feelings at least he has doubts about it.
Later we met after classes also. It wasn't only us but it was the entire group. Fazeed asked me to ask my mates , if they would like to enter the project. To which i replied I would ask everyone and let him know about it. Then we went back to our respective places . Me and Ayan chatted for sometime at night as always. I also talked to my boyfriend. It was already new year. I already started to get idea how would this year be like.