When I reached my room , I wanted to know if he had left. But I knew that would be too much. I wanted to know if he left for home or was he still in her home. Is there something between them like I always feel whenever I see them together or was it just my jealousy .
I knew that even if I am about to brakeup with my boyfriend but still he is my boyfriend and I shouldn't feel this way for another guy I just met. But fuck it, I am damm jealous and scared right now. I know I shouldn't be scared to lose something or someone I never had in first place.
Maybe I was scared because I know men falls for the girl who holds his hand in right time, in times of his needs. During that time it wasn't me who was with him , it was her who was with him. Or maybe that's what I thought. I felt uncomfortable until he texted me.
On that night , he texted me. We talked . I wanted to ask things to him but I knew my place. I wasn't in a place to ask him anything . Anyway I am just a girl who he met just two days back and Haniya was his cousin. So I didn't ask and kept my thoughts, feelings and questions to myself.
We talked about everything that happened in the party except for his incomplete dare. Fazeed also texted me and told how I was blushing while standing there during the dare. So I agreed and gave him a valid reason for it which was.... I never had any men keeling in front of me to propose me. Even if it was a dare but still it was real. So I blushed. I also tried my best to reason with him. But it was Fazeed whom I thought to out reason. Dude whom am I kidding with?
Even if he won the reasoning still I am Zoya Mehroon. Why should I agree with him? So I didn't.
After 10:00 PM my boyfriend texted me when I was watching Chinese drama. I thought he will say something but he didn't. We talked . He asked me about the party. When I reached hostel and all. While I was talking to my boyfriend Ayan texted me . I told him that I was talking to my boyfriend. So he asked me to text him after I was done talking to my boyfriend. To which I agreed.
I told my boyfriend that I was feeling sleepy around 12:30 AM and asked Ayan to text me in snap. So we were talking in Snapchat till two in the morning.
While talking to him , he asked me that why don't I maintain streaks with him.
I had no idea what he was talking about because it was my first time that I am using Snapchat.
So explained me about it which didn't understand. When i told him that I didn't get him. He told that it's nothing too complex. We just hv to send a picture to each other every day without fail.
To which i replied that I wasn't a photohollic person and I don't like clicking pictures . So he told I can just click picture of a thing or anyone a black screen is also fine. So I agreed with him to maintain that so called streaks. Then we bid good night to each other and slept.