I noticed Ayan looking at me while talking to my boyfriend . He asked me who it was , since I was on call with my boyfriend , so I just looked at him for more then a second and I knew he understood what I wanted to say.
I don't know why but I was feeling guilty . Actually I know why I was feeling guilty but I just wasn't shure if I should feel this way or not? This was the actual question which I need an answer . Somewhere deep in my heart I already knew the answer.
According to my nature , whatever is happening to me at the moment is very rare or more like it's not how I am or was. Because I never choose friends within just a span of three days and not to mention have this type of feeling is something I could never think of. But I knew one more thing about me which is.... if I stop myself and control this feeling or thought, it will be more and more . So I planned to go with the flow.
After I was done talking , he started smoking and answer to my question was written all over his face but I can't do anything right now so I choosed to ignore. Then everyone wanted to play some game before lunch.
Initially everyone suggested to play something i never heard of. They tried to explain the rules to me but I didn't understand . Later they changed the game and decided to play 'truth and dare ' which is one of the all time Indian party game. Surprisingly, it never gets out of fashion.
The game started and few of them already got their turns. Now it was Ayan's turn.
Fazeed and Ayan looked at each other for a split second and suddenly Ayan told Fazeed to give him the dare what he was thinking. I already knew what was about to happen will surely include me in it. Fazeed confirmed it from Ayan if he was shure. Ayan replied that he was. I started feeling hot which i always do when i am nervous or tensed or angry and then I turn red. I tried my best to not be affected by it.
Fazeed gave dare to Ayan that he has to propose me with a flower and a shayari by kneeling in front of me. It was as if they had planned for it before hand . Whatever it was ,I wasn't offended by it.
I thought he would come to where I was sitting but Fazeed asked me to go to the empty area . He took the decorative artificial rose which was placed near television.
He didn't knew what to say and how or maybe that was just an acting he was doing to show that whatever was happening isn't something he wanted but just a simple normal dare like everyone else.
I stood there for about two minutes but it seemed like an hour. My legs were turning numb and jelly- like which would give away anytime. Thankfully Fazeed asked me to sit on the empty chair.
After sometime he looked at me and immediately we both looked down . Then he knelt in front of me with a rose on his hand. Before he could say anything everyone present there started singing a famous Indian song written to express love for a sis which was -
Fuloon ka taroon ka sabka kahna hain ....
Ek hazaron main, meri bahna hain.....
( All the flowers and stars says that my sister is the best sister among thousands)
This songs changed his , mine and entire room's mood and he didn't tell anything and stood up kept the flower in its place and then we both went to our respective place where we were seated. I didn't look at him again neither did he look at me.