I have a confession. In both this life and my previous one, I am terrified of talking to females who I am attracted to. Yeah, I was a loser in highschool, and the only reason I had a prom date is because this cute geeky girl had moved to our town and apparently liked me enough to ask me. That's how bad it is. I had to be asked to go to the prom. I was only married because that geeky girl and I had stayed together through college.
Now, trying to talk to Sehaela had become more of a daunting task than it ever has been. I've been openly avoiding her, and she has noticed that. At first she exhibited animosity over it. Then it seemed to turn to worry, sadness, and slight depression. I could see it all over her face and the way she carried herself. It became increasingly more difficult to avoid her. She eventually decided herself to approach me after two months.
"Hey Zionai! Wait up!" Sehaela commanded angrily as she jogged towards me.
