Every day since I learned how to do battle, there has never been an issue with my will to win. I realize that it should be the same for everyone, but it has just been that much stronger in me. I never once hesitated in my past in doing my absolute best in even a sparring match.
However, right now, I am struggling to wrestle up the will to not let Sehaela win this battle. She could see plainly that I was holding back.
"What gives? You fought way better against Jzyndae! Come on, Zi! Show me what you got!" She exclaimed
She suddenly came in with a solid wind gusted stab with her staff. I could have easily dodged it. I should have dodged it, but I knew, by dodging it, I'd have bested her because my offhand axe would've been poised to strike her in the back. Basically, I would've won right there.
It hit me full force and I went flying backwards. I was hurtled like a rocket into Bruhom who was too slow to dodge. I ended up crashing into him, and we landed hard into the ground.