Alexander's mouth was still on Elen's private part. He was licking inside of it like she's some delicious juice he's never tasted. He had completely lost himself in the pleasure. Her taste reminded him of his past love, she tasted just like her! No! This was his wife and his love's gone. No one can taste better than his love but why does his wife have the same taste with her. There was absolutely no difference!!
Elen closed her eyes in pleasure. She couldn't even start to explain what it is she was feeling that moment. This was just too much for her to deal with. All of these feelings were too much!! She couldn't control the things she was feeling at that moment so she just let out all the moans she's been trying to hold back. This time her moans were louder and sexy and that was when Alexander finally lost it. He had lost himself completely. He couldn't wait any longer. He had waited for far too long.
He stood up and removed his pants in a very fast manner. He looked like he had lost all of his senses. Elen stared at him till he was completed undressed. Her eyes looked at his super huge manhood that was standing very tall. 'Geez, was he going to put that thing in her. Would she even fit in?' were the thoughts that ran through her head.
Alexander didn't say a word and just climbed the bed. Elen found him a little strange. It was as if he was no longer himself anymore. He looked like he lost all of his rationality. Before Elen could ponder more on it, he kissed her savagely. His tongue explored every inch of her mouth. Kissing, licking and sucking it. He kissed her with intense desires. He was going very super fast that she couldn't even keep up with him.
What happened to him all of a sudden? He didn't kiss her this way so why is he suddenly acting like he's no longer himself anymore? She wanted to get free from his hold because his weight was clamping down on hers, but he was to huge. She couldn't even possibly push him away.
He was acting like a mad beast ready to destroy everything that comes his way if he didn't get what he wanted. He was acting fine a while ago, when did he even....
She could not complete her thought because he was squeezing her breast so hard. He wasn't giving it the gentle massaging he was giving it earlier! What had gotten into him? She couldn't make love to him when he was in this state!! She needed to stop him. He had completely lost all of his senses and Elen felt that if she let him continue, she would regret it for the rest of her life.
"A-a-alexander. Please wait." She pleaded but it seemed he couldn't hear her anymore. He looked like he was fighting an internal battle. He had lost himself completely and he couldn't hear, feel or see anything except for the thing his mind was focused on. She needed to stop him before it was too late!
"Alexander, please wait." She uttered and he still didn't respond. He didn't even stop for a moment.
"A-a-alex....please wait." She said. She didn't know why she shortened his name but she just felt that if she did that, maybe he would come back to his senses. Well, thankfully, he stopped.
He looked up at her and it seemed his eyes were burning with unquenchable desire. "Wait? I can't wait anymore. You've made me wait for you for far too long. I waited for you, for many years and now you're telling me to wait? I'm sorry but I can't wait anymore." He said.
Elen was confused. What was he talking about? They only got married, it had not even been up to two weeks, so why was he saying 'years'? What exactly is he talking about?
"Huh? We haven't even spent a month together and you're talking of years?" She asked but he inhaled her scent once more.
"I've waited far too long for you. I want you now. I want you Bianca." He uttered with a shaky breathe. He was already trembling and sweating profusely.
Elen was confused. Who's Bianca? Did he perhaps mistake her name for Bianca? What is he even talking about? What's happening to him?
"Who's Bianca?" She asked him causing the man to stumble backward. His eyes were wide in shock and it looked like he had gone back to his normal state. She saw him trembling and sweating. His eyes were filled with disgust. Was he disgusted with himself or her?
"Get dressed." He said causing Elen to crease her brows.
"What's the matt -"
"I said get dressed before I do something to hurt you." He said in a calm but angry voice but that was not enough to scare Elen. How could she leave her husband when he was in this state?
Elen moved closer to him and straddled him causing his jaws to clench. What was wrong with her? Did he not make himself clear enough?!!
"It seems you don't value yourself huh? I said get dressed before I do something to you." He said but Elen didn't care the least. She wanted to know everything today and she will do it no matter what it takes her!
"Who's Bianca? Is she the one you gave your heart to?" She said as she planted loving kisses on his neck, but he remained silent.
"Is she the one that left you for many years?" She asked as she licked his neck softly, still, she did not get any answers.
"Were you doing all of those things to me because you thought I was Bianca?" She said as she caressed his chest all the while planting kisses on him.
"Tell me Alexander. Were you doing those things to me just because you thought I was your past love and not your wife?" She said, this time placing a gentle kiss on his cheeks.
"You had already said you won't give me your heart. Why can't you give me your body Alexander? I'm your wife and you can't change it. You can't keep drowning in the past. You have to move on with your life. I'm not saying you should forget her. What I'm saying i -"
"Shut up and get dressed. Helena." He said with his jaw and fists clenched.
"And if I don't what would you do huh? Answer me!"
He grabbed her and flipped her on the bed. He was looming over her and his aura blazed uncontrollably.
"I'm dangerous right now. Stay far away from me for now. Please." He pleaded and he dashed into the bathroom in anger.
Elen wasn't going to give up on him so easily. He was her husband and she'll make him come to her on his own. She wouldn't force him anymore. She'll make him beg her until she was satisfied. She would do just that, but for now, she's going to respect his decision and stay away from him. Just for today.
She got dressed as he had instructed and waited for him.
After few minutes of waiting he finally came out with a towel wrapped round his waist. Elen didn't even spare him a second glance and left their chambers to her personal chamber.
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When she was gone and was now in her chamber. All the tears she had stored in her eyes came gushing out. Did she make a mistake falling for him? Was it a sin to love her husband? Why couldn't he just forget about the past and move on. She so badly wanted to know what happened in the past to make him that way but he isn't even willing to share it with her. How on earth could she help him when she doesn't know the whole truth?!!
She hugged her knees and cried all her eyes out. She had expected him to come after her but after waiting for a few hours, he never came.
It was twilight already and the maids had brought Elen her food. She didn't have much appetite and she ate only little.
She waited for him to come for her but he never came. She did not even leave her chamber. She just lay on the bed staring into outer space. What could she do to help bloom life in his void heart? At least she had a clue about what happened to him in the past but she still wanted to know more....
It was night already and still Alexander didn't even come to see her once. Does she not matter to him even a little bit?
Elen's eyes were starting to feel heavy and she closed her eyes drifting to dreamland.
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