"Feli, you must be strong, dear! You must be able to survive for us!" Papa said to Feli, who was lying weak in the ICU room.
"Maybe this is the best Pa, Ma. If I leave, I just want to ask you one thing, Daffa is a good man. I'd love to see him with Fera later. I wouldn't be willing to be with another man because I know in this day and age no man can be trusted and respect women."
At that time, Fera called nurses and doctors because she saw Feli's condition getting worse.
That's a little message that Feli conveyed to her parents without Fera knowing.
"So that's Feli's last message to Papa and Mama. We hope you understand." Papa explained.
"Pa, please. Please don't immediately receive Feli's raw message, and it's not that easy for me and Daffa to get in touch. Where's our self-esteem? When did we beg Daffa's parents for her to come in touch with me and get married? It doesn't make sense, Pa!" Fera's fun.
"Papa knows dear, you know. During Papa and Mama's time away, we also had many discussions with Mrs. Arni her mother, Daffa. It turns out that he is also very fond of Feli and hopes he becomes the last for Daffa. So you don't have to worry, Mrs. Arni agrees."
"Pa, but Fera is not Feli Pa!! It's all about Feli and Daffa, not about Fera! Ma, please, Ma, don't be like this!"
She could only be silent and cry on the sofa. She seemed to have to do this for the sake of her late daughter. Indeed, the departure of Mr. and Mrs. Gunawan a few weeks ago was not only due to Peterman's business and business. But also met with Daffa's parents regarding this matter.
"If you're not Feli, then why are you pretending to be Feli when she's gone?!!! My mom was emotional.
"Fera has explained Ma, Fera's intention is just to love lessons to Daffa. But things didn't go smoothly, so Fera was sorry. Wait a minute. Oh, so all this time you know about my plans? So because of this, you guys punished me by betrothing me to Daffa?!"
"That's not what we mean, Fera, who then let it pass, but it's about your twin brother's last request, and it just so happens that the Daffa family agreed."
"Oh my gosh, Ma, I don't know what else to say..." Fera sobbed. It's like a nightmare for her. Even so, lately, she has been comfortable playing as Feli in front of Daffa. He only felt very guilty to Feli that this had to happen even though it was her last wish.
Arriving at the house, Daffa still looks very upset with his mother's decision. He even went straight to his room without saying a word to his mother.
"Siska, bring Daffa food to her room. Don't ask or talk about what it was about. Let him rest and calm down first."
"Ok, Ma."
Siska headed to Daffa's room with a warm soup, some biscuits, and a glass of water for her brother. Daffa was looking at the night sky through her bedroom window. Siska didn't dare to say anything or even for mere pleasantries. He immediately kept the food on the table.
"Did you know about all this, Sis?"
"Ahh, I don't know," Siska answered nervously.
"You know I'm a real love of Feli. I'm even planning to propose this year. I'm hard to fall in love with until I meet Feli. Although people say it may be a love bird... But I want her to be the last one for me. I think so did she."
"Betrothed to Fera? That's right?! They may be twins, but they're different!"
"Hmm. Daffa, you should eat. First, you have not eaten afraid of getting sick." Said Siska.
"Enough, you didn't help to get out of my room!"
Siska rushed out of Daffa's room. At the end of the door, she saw Daffa sitting on his bed, bowing his head and covering his face with both hands. It sounded faintly like the sound of crying.
"Daffa, are you ok?" Siska asked, who immediately approached Daffa and embraced him in shock.
Daffa was still silent in his slow but unrelenting cry. It seemed that he was feeling deep sadness until Siska was shocked to see Daffa's condition like that.
"I just feel guilty about Feli, Sis. I haven't been able to make her happy as long as she's still around. Now the problem is getting more complicated. What should I do, Sis?
"Daffa, rest first. Don't be too much of a burden. There's a reason why things are going like this, and God must have a good plan for big brother and Sister Feli, as well as Fera."
"Yes, Sis, maybe you're right. I'm sorry I'm mad at you. I'll rest now so that my mind is calmer."
Arguably today was the second-worst day for Daffa and Fera. The first was the day Feli left. Fera never imagined it would be like this. She was also shocked that her parents knew about his plans all this time.
"Is it because Mama ever saw my phone or noticed my movements that imitated Feli, and then she found out about my plans yesterday, huh? The problem is impossible for them to know because who knows about this is only An... Ah dammit, you, Andi." Fera paused for a moment and realized something.
Drrrt drrrt
"We need to talk. Is there time?"
The notification of incoming messages on Andi's phone. He knows what Fera will talk to him about later.
"I'll call you later if I'm not busy." Reply to Andi calmly.
On the other hand, Fera was furious and couldn't bear to hold her anger on Andi because she knew exactly what was happening and why her parents were like this.
"How dare you, Ndi," Fera said in my heart.
Fera waited and waited all night until she was exhausted and sleepy at this time because Andi did not contact her.
Kring kringgg
"Hello, it's been a long time coming. I've been waiting for you!" Fera's fun.
"Sorry, again, work on work. How are you, Fer?"
"Gausah pleasantries. Do you know what I want to ask?"
"What?"
"You're the one who told my parents about my plans yesterday??!."
"Yes, why?"
"Why??? You said why??? Don't you feel guilty at all?"
"As you said, I was without guilt, losing you to do your plan for good. So do I. The difference is, I'm doing the truth if you don't."
According to her, Fera was even more annoyed to hear Andi's answer, which sounded without feeling guilty. He even clenched his hands so he couldn't bear the emotion.
"Wow! Great! This is our hero! As long as you know, the deed that you think is heroic is not the best decision for me. The problem is getting worse now!"
"What do you mean?"
"My parents matched me with Daffa!"
"Huh?? What?!"
"Yes! And this is all because of you, Andi! I hate you!"
Then Fera hung up, and she could not believe the friend who had been a place to confide in her being betrayed for no apparent reason, according to her. Plus, the message from Andi that he had just read made even more upset with his best friend.
"Fer, I'm sorry. I told you it would be like this."