'I never knew what Fera was hiding. However, I knew she wouldn't let me down. She loved me so much.
The more her attitude got weirder. The more Afraid something terrible would happen.
She invited me to meet today, and kind of time, she was earnest, what is this? I have to be ready. Hopefully, all my guesses against her are just evil thoughts.'
Some of the sentences in Feli's diary make Fera quite sad. After reading fifty-six of Feli's notes on her phone, that's all that illustrates that Feli is in a situation of confusion because the rest is full of stories of happiness that make Fera move and become tears.
Feli is a very cheerful girl and full of something both of nature and behavior that makes everyone comfortable when they are around her.
Fera and Feli have hardly fought physically during this time. Both misunderstand school issues once in a while, but Feli is always the first to relent and apologize. Open because Fera does not want to start first, but Feli understands very well that her twin brother has a slightly closed nature compared to her. Although they look the same jolly, she does not want Fera to keep the burden of thoughts on her at first glance. They also often help each other in doing something. There are times when they are pretty ignorant while still in school.
Sometimes they exchange classes or take turns absent if one of them is not feeling well. All friends and teachers do not know they are swapping positions because they are similar, distinguishing only the minimal cleavage and moles under Feli's lips that Fera does not have.
"Any time to talk? There's something I want to ask." A short message from Andi.
Fera ignored the message because she knew Andi just wanted to lecture her.
All he did was call Daffa and still pretend to be Feli.
"Hello honey, how's grandma? Are you healthy?"
"It's good enough anyway. It's just that grandma still wants me to be friends, but is it a pity that you wait a few days until I get home?"
"Yes, as long as grandma is healthy again."
"By the way, how is your voice different from usual? Are you sick or why?"
"Yes, I am strep throat again. I ate more unhealthy snacks and became like this." Fera forgot to shrink her vocal cords because Feli had a smaller voice than her.
"I knew it! A lot of drinking is cured. Take care of your health. I love you."
"Yes, honey."
Fera replies to Daffa's romantic remarks without guilt, which initially only carried out her plan, but now she looks comfortable being Feli.
The more days, he ignored Andi. Even before Feli's death, Fera always communicated with her best friend every day. Andi was like Fera's living diary. Until the fifth day Of, Andi's text messages and phone calls are ignored by Fera. Now Andi is upset and doesn't contact Fera anymore.
"I don't understand why Fera has changed like this. I feel awkward about this situation. Ah! Why do I care?! She didn't reply to my message. Just let her do her part, which is important I've reminded you." Andi was annoyed with himself.
Fera is currently in a phase of not caring about what will happen. She wants to carry out she plan without thinking long or discussing this attitude that she thinks is right.
But Fera was increasingly curious about Papa's words at that time.
"Indeed, how bad is my parents' problems with my extended family until the sad news does not need to be told them? They deserve to know."
Fera thought about her bed while looking at the sky of the room. Five minutes later, she fell asleep and had a bizarre thing.
It was in the middle of the forest with two intersections in front of it. One headed to the right, and the other to the left. There were two different views towards the road, and fresh green trees, with trees that had fallen partially and dried up. Fera was right in the middle of both streets and didn't know which direction to take.
"Where am I? Please, there's someone here?!!" Fera exclaimed in her dream.
Then came a beautifully dressed woman, wearing a white dress, her hair unraveled, and her face is shining like an angel. None other than that is his twin sister, Felicia.
"Fe-Fe-Feli! Felicia! Are you still alive? Fel, I miss you so much!"
Fera ran towards Feli and tried to hug her, but she couldn't, her steps restrained like a glass wall blocking the two of them. Feli just smiled and hadn't said a word.
"Fel, I can't afford to lose you. Without you, my life is meaningless!"
"My twin, I love you. Now our nature is different. However, there is one thing that still makes me unable to leave quietly."
Fera was silent, looking at Feli.
"Stop all this, Fer. I know what you mean well, but believe me. It's not going to end well."
Geek.
Fera gulped with a face and was transfixed wordlessly.
"What do you mean, Fel?"
"You know what Ferania means," Felix said with a smile.
As soon as Fera woke up from her dream, sweat soaking all over her body and face, she was shocked. What did Feli mean in her dream?
"Does she know everything?"
When the time showed at 3 a.m., Fera could not continue sleeping anymore because she was still agitated, and her drowsiness disappeared. Suddenly she remembered Andi and decided to call him and tell him about her dream earlier. She doesn't even remember that she had ignored Andi at the end of the day because she was too busy with her ambitions with Daffa.
Four times called, Andi was not lifted. I don't know what Andi was doing.
"Maybe he's busy. But it's not usually like this."
Fera fell silent and thought, what was true that her plan had ended worst as Feli had said? But she still believes that the path she took is the right way because it is for the good of her and her late twin sister.
"Honey, I'm coming home this week. I miss you and can't wait to see you. Wait for me!"
A message from Daffa comes in on Feli's phone. Finally, the moment she is waiting for comes. She can't wait to meet Daffa and play the role of Feli well, according to her plan. After dreaming about Feli, he still did not change his plans, even though she knew that this was not true and awkward in the depths of her tiny heart, but she followed his ego.
"I'm going to get this done quickly, and well, I'm sure one-day Feli will be happy for what I'm doing. Lord, please give me a chance so that my plan goes smoothly."
He saves Feli's cell phone and goes back to sleep with a smile and a welcome spirit tomorrow because of her plans to dismantle and sort out Feli's belongings. Including clothes that are still stored neatly in her room. This time she was utterly complacent about her plan, and somehow it would stop.