What you talk about and know, usually is not necessarily certain. That it's far from "Definitely"
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When I got home, I went straight to the kitchen to see if my father or mother were there. And nothing is not there. Hmmm. Where are they, usually at this hour they must be at home?
Awan, I haven't seen it here either. Where is he, he doesn't appear right away. Hmmm. Don't talk about Awan first. Hehehe.
I went to the kitchen to get my lunch. Hmmm. Today I use Soyabean and eggplant sauce, you know what my favorite is.
Yes, that's one of my favorite foods.
Who is always loyal.
I sat and enjoyed my lunch today.
"So, here it is.."
I was surprised not to play, suddenly Awan had appeared beside me.
I rolled my eyes and exhaled loudly. On purpose.
"Next time come directly in front of me, and give me a smile before you speak." While I continue my food.
"Yeah, I Know."
I looked back at him. And this is the only time I've seen it. Yes, it is not as similar to humans in general.
Hmmm. I was silent for a moment, and all the skin on his body was pale.
Hmmm. Ehh you don't know what he's like yet. Okay. Well.
He has a neat haircut, yes Awan looks like Steven William one of the famous actors from Indonesia. Remember, it's just a haircut.
He wears a light blue short sleeve shirt. Black knee-length pants. And I think these are clothes from when he was a kid. Because the clothes are baby clothes. But this is big, as big as his body.
His body is ideal. He was taller than me. Hmmm. Approximately 170 cm, I think.
And there are bruises on the back of his neck.
Note to me, ask about it.
"Why?"
"Hmmm..no no, I was just trying to get a closer look at you. Hmmm. Ok go on, I'll listen."
I asked him to continue the session at the library which had been delayed.
"So it's like this, I don't know how much longer I can hide in this world now. Yes, we call it the world of "Between". A world for those whose souls have not calmed down, because there is still something left or something that they can't finish. And there is such a thing as "Seekers", he is the one who decides where we will be taken later. Because there are only three choices in life after the "Between" World. The first is the "World of Misery", which is when we are there. There is only an endless and relentless Suffering."
This time I ate slowly and listened seriously.
"The second is the "New World", they call it that way. In this second world, it is an opportunity to atone for a sin or atone for something that must be re-run. It can be said like Reincarnation, a new life for those who are chosen. And the last one is the "World of Happiness", a lot of people want to live there. And I should have been there a long time ago because I wasn't there when I was a baby. Because there, when babies under 7 years old died, they got their place. But I refused and chose to wait for you."
I looked at him like he was happy to see me now. Very happy and peaceful.
I misjudged it. I promise not to disappoint you, Awan.
"There's no hatred, fighting, or anything negative. There, what you can get is True Happiness or Eternal Happiness that most of us who are in "Inbetween" want."
My eyes couldn't blink and my mouth opened, listening to what he had to say. I can very well describe and imagine what he just said. When he told me it was as if I was pulled and invited by Cloud to go in there and walk around every
"Three Worlds" he mentioned.
I can see it very clearly.
"Son, hey, kid"
I woke up when mom called me and shook my shoulder. I looked to the right and left. And make sure again that I'm back again in my normal state.
"Hmm, yes. Mom you called me?"
"Yes, mother has called many times. You just stay silent and daydream".
Hmmm. Should I tell mom about Awan? I'm confused now.
And I decided to ask Awan through my mind.
"Awan, can my mom see you?"
"No. She can't see me. Neither daddy too"
"Why is that?"
I asked him back. Meanwhile, my mother looked at me confusedly and nudged my shoulder again, reminding me not to daydream again.
"I did it on purpose, I don't want them to know that I'm still here, just to wait for you. Surely they will be sad because they saw me"
He stopped talking and looked down.
I can feel how he feels now.
Hmmm. So I gave up my intention to ask them about Awan. Let only I know about Awan.
Without me answering, I just smiled at him.
"Mom, where's dad?"
"Earlier, he said he wanted to take bamboo for what, I don't know."
"Ohh, okay mom. I'm going to my room first, I want to change My clothes"
My mother gave a smile with a gesture that said
"Yes"
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"Wan, what are the "Seekers" like"
Immediately, Awan looked around to make sure that he seemed to be afraid of something.
"Never say it, he will come when someone like you says it. Because when you say it it's as if you called him"
I immediately covered my mouth with my hands. . Is that true. So this is horror.
"What are they like?"
"They, wearing all black clothes, long and like a head jacket covering their faces. And if you imagine like the witches on television, believe me, they are much scarier than you see. Every time they come the air must be different, maybe you don't will be able to see it. And when we are caught then we are finished. And hiding is much more difficult than what you think and imagine."
"And all this time, for 13 years where have you been hiding?"
He was silent and didn't seem to want to answer.
"Awan?" He was still silent and then he disappeared.
"Awan!, Awan!"
I called him but he was gone. Sometimes I get annoyed when he does something like that.
Play disappears and appears at will.
Or am I the one who made it, feeling pressured by my question earlier?
Ahhh. That's enough. I decided to play ball this time. The football field is quite close to my house. Only by walking less than 5 minutes to get there.
I see many children playing here. Yes, if it's this afternoon, there are a lot of kids my age playing football here. I prefer to watch first before playing after they finish one game.
Here there is a fork in the main road and a small road. I was just about to stand up and enter the second round. I heard the sound of crying. I looked around and I couldn't find anyone crying.
I'll confirm again my friend. If he hears then someone is crying, otherwise.
Hmmm. Start here...
"Van, did you hear the sound of people crying? in this field area."
He just looked at me with one eyebrow raised and shook his head.
Hmmm. Yeah, you did it.
Make your identity as a strange person, known to your friends again.
I looked around to make sure again. Because that voice is still in my ears. I walked on the edge of the field exactly where the voice came from. I think it came from a small ditch or sewer at the end of the field. Right on the edge of the fork in the road. I walked closer, and the cries started to stab into my head.
And after I approached again.
I see very clearly. A woman was crawling out of the sewer with a broken right hand, visible bones appearing in her arm. She's covered in blood. Her head was crushed on the right. She looked at me with one eye on his left which was still attached to her head. I could see it sinking from the gutter to the surface. With the help of his left hand which is still intact. She tried to crawl with all his might.
I was still silent and stunned to see it.
her clothes were tattered indistinctly.
I think she was one of the victims of the accident. She kept sliding towards me and getting closer.
I back away slowly. And she drew closer to me. Her scattered brain tumbled every time she sucked. I quickened my pace and she was still running after me. While saying a sentence.
"Help me... help me, help me"
The sobs continued to come from her who was still awake to keep sucking at me. I backed away faster and fell, tripping over the ball that had just rolled and hit my leg. She's getting closer to me I don't care now. People say what, I'll think about it later.
I cover my ears with both hands. And I screamed as loud as I could, asking someone to take me away from this field.
"NOOOOOOO!!! HELP ME!!!"
"ANYONE!!!!!!!!! HELP ME PLEASE!!!"
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Who is she? why is she approaching me?
Why I can see her with something like that.
The shape, Blood!!!.