A lot of people don't believe what I'm telling you. But again, I'm not asking you to believe it.
Believe it or not, that's your business.
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It's been almost a week now, it's been over. Many of my neighbors look at me strangely, many words come out of their mouths. Many of them talk about my family. By title.
"Satan Followers"
"Son of Devil"
"Old Man Playing Dark Arts"
"Blaaaa.. blaaaa...blaaaa and Bllllaaaa blaaaa"
After that incident, my father felt very guilty. I told him about what I was going through. About where I was, and about who was lying behind the white sheet on the bed. Yes, that's me. It has been declared dead for 3 hours before I finally woke up again from the bed. To make everyone shocked and flocked to run away from my house.
I'm so grateful to be able to see my family again. And once again I am grateful now, that this is a gift that not everyone can get and this is a deposit that must be guarded. I will never do it again. Will not.
Yes, my father told me that I just had NDE, not everyone can experience it. Only certain people. What I felt was only 3 minutes, it felt like I was there, in that all-white place. But in my world, it's been 3 hours. It was a very, very scary experience in my life. Because of what? I see those who pass through the gate have a new life my father said and are like reincarnations. An uncertain new life, because they do not know who or what will be escorted before they pass through the gate. And my father said that depending on what actions we have done in this world, there is a scale of life. If he is escorted by a baby, then he will be reborn as a baby. He is escorted by animals, then he will be reborn as an animal. And how they are controlled by stones, by shoots, by grains, by water. I can't imagine it.
Such is life, there is something that must be held accountable for what we have done.
The school exams are over, and I'm sure I've also gone up to grade.
Class 8D. Minimum class for students. There are only 20 children here.
And I'm more comfortable with my new class.
After that incident, my head often experienced excruciating dizziness. And after being dizzy, I must have had a nosebleed, it hurt when the blood came out of my nose. What hurts is the back of my head.
I didn't tell my parents. Because I'm afraid that they will burden their minds too much.
And I tell you, that my abilities have not diminished in the slightest. After dad did that a week ago, my abilities have grown even more. I will discuss it at that time, I will tell you the details later.
I'm getting used to using my eyes, I can control what I want to see and what I don't. But day by day, my eyesight is getting sharper. Now I can see other creatures, except for the one in human form. I could see a creature with a large body, full of hair from head to toe. And when I asked my father the creature was named Genderuwo. I saw it when I was about to pee in the school toilet near the cafeteria, I never used it again after I found out that it was him.
And another woman is wearing a white dress, has long hair, and likes to mumble like singing. I saw it on the banana tree behind my house. Sometimes he calls me, but my father forbids me because he said when I approached her, she would take me and hide me in an unknown place.
And yesterday I saw a very tall white creature blocking the road when I came home from school. I couldn't see his face, because he was so high up in the sky. I and my friend just passed him, through his legs. Yes because my friend didn't see it so it didn't matter to him, but for me going through it was something strange.
Some of my friends at school already know what happened to me. But I don't mind it. Because I have a principle of my own.
"I'm not demanding that you have to believe in me, I'm just telling my experience and telling the truth about what I experienced. So believe it or not it doesn't matter to me."
Today I came home early because it's Friday. my friend who used to take me home when I didn't bring my motorbike was Yudi. Yes, he is in the same village as me, so sometimes he invites me to go on his motorbike, sometimes vice versa.
"Aren't you going to stop by, Yud?"
"Well, I'll go first. Because I want to go to the market to take my mom shopping"
"Oh, okay, Thanks Yud"
After he left, I entered my house. These days it feels like there is no such thing as an Awan.
Because I was too tired from today's activities, I decided to lie down on the bed.
I was just about to dream, suddenly I was like a dream falling from the abyss to surprise me, between reality and dream I can feel it.
But I continued to sleep and then I drifted off to sleep and darkness.
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"Why am I in the same place, the Gate is visible again. This time I decided to turn around and run. I tried to run as hard as I could but it felt like my legs were slowing down, and they were heavy. Those hands came back to me again"
I sat up breathlessly, wrapping my arms around my knees. I just had a bad dream. Sweat dripped down my face and neck. I rushed to the kitchen to get a glass of water, my throat felt so dry.
My Dady is sleeping in the living room, My Mom is making the dinner menu. I'm now in the kitchen with my mother, sitting by the fire to warm up.
"Hey son, let's hurry up and take a shower. I've made warm water for you"
"I don't think I'm taking a shower, mom, I don't feel well"
My head is starting to get dizzy now, and the Maghrib Adzan is starting to sound.
"Mom...Mom!!!"
I feel my nose wet, and I smell the fishy smell.
"Mom!!!, I'm nosebleed"
Because every time blood comes out of my nose. The back of my head hurt so much that I asked my mother to hold me.
I don't remember this incident. Because at that time the only pain I felt, I just told what I remember.
But I vaguely saw something coming out of the ground to the surface. Not so clear. But like roots trying to push their way out of the ground. I didn't see it, but I saw it.
I ignored it at the time. Because I'm not focused on that thing.
But that something is getting bigger and bigger. I can't turn away from him. My mother took me to my room and sat on the edge of the bed, washing off the bloodstains from my nose and face.
And again, something was already in the corner of my room. Now I can see it clearly, 2 meters high. Hair from top to bottom, all stiff hair. And it's like a living room that's looking at me now. He kept moving like hot in place. He had a hand, with three fingers on the end. The nails are about 10cm long. And I can't see his face. Couldn't see his face.
"Mom, there's something in the corner of this room."
"What is that son?"
I'll tell you what I see. I told my mother everything about that creepy thing.
"Don't worry, he won't bother you."
"But he keeps looking at me, mom!"
Now I'm starting to fear this creature.
"Just a moment, I'll wake your father."
When mom left me alone to wake dad up. Suddenly the creature extended its right hand towards me, it didn't move at all. Only his hand could extend towards me. The hand continued toward me.
I put my foot in the basket and cornered it at the end of the bed.
The hand followed up the bed and was now right in front of me.
I could see his jet-black nails were so pointy. I'm shaking now, I'm shaking with fear.
And I don't feel the blood from my nose flowing anymore. I quickly felt his hand gripping my leg and he pulled me very tight towards him.
"MOMMMMM!!!!"
I screamed With loud because I was panicking right now. The creature could drag me out of bed.
I fell very hard to the floor and was dragged again to the corner of my room, he came out through the wooden wall in front of me. Left me now who very hard hit the wall.
My leg stings injured three incisions from his grip.
What is going on?
The hand came back again and gripped my left arm.
Immediately my father and mother came into my room.
"MOMY!!! DADY!!!"
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Tonight will be a long night for me.
I'm telling you, don't go through the same thing I did.
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I will continue in the next one, thank U Guys