I've been to the wrong place I shouldn't have been.
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She's getting closer to me I don't care now.
what people will say, I'll think about it later.
I cover my ears with both hands. And I screamed as loud as I could, asking someone to take me away from this field.
"NOOOOOOO!!! HELP ME!!!" "ANYONE!!!!!!!!! HELP ME PLEASE!!!" ....
After I shouted like that. Many people came to me. I could feel it from the stomping of their feet as they drew closer.
I still haven't opened my eyes, and the voice is still piercing through my mind. I feel a lot of hands are now holding me, stomping my body smooth.
"Hey!!! What are you doing??"
"Hey... Let's Get Up!!"
".. What's the matter!!"
I opened my eyes after many people panicked around me. Many people surround me. Until I don't see her anymore. Their questions have not been answered at all.
I'm confused right now about what to say.
Hmmm. I thought for a moment and.
"My leg hurts because I fell just now. Maybe sprained it"
"I'm here for a massage"
One of the people offered to massage my feet.
But I refused and asked him to better take me home.
"Hmm. It's okay, but can you please take me home, I'll just let dad massage my feet"
The person agreed to my request and carried me walking towards the road home.
When I was carried by him, I tried to find her whereabouts. Yes, she was the one who approached me earlier. But she wasn't there anymore.
No more blood that I see, no more brains scattered in the field area.
Everything is gone.
Hmmm. I'm confused.
When I got home, I thanked him and then he left. Without leaving a single word, only a smile and a small nod he gave.
I feel like I know him if I'm not mistaken he is brother Tris, his brother of my classmate Gilang.
Sometimes he takes Gilang to school and picks him up when he comes home.
It's as if I've met before.
I sat in a long chair in front of my terrace. I just took a deep breath. Awan was already beside me.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?"
"Weird, and uncertain and again just the fear that surrounds my feelings right now."
"Because?"
He asked me again.
"Just now I saw, there was a woman whose body was in disarray and her head was shattered. Her brain was scattered... stop. Stopp... I saw something creepy on the field. She approached me and asked me for help."
He was just silent hearing my story just now.
I decided to go inside to find dad. I approached my father who was sitting in the living room.
He was seriously reading a book.
I sat right in front of him, only the table was a barrier between us.
His gaze did not move from his book. And instead of waiting too long, I decided to ask him directly.
"Dad! "
His gaze turned to me now.
"Every day, my eyesight is getting worse I feel. What should I do?"
Dad got up from his chair and sat down beside me.
"What have you seen?"
I'll tell you what I've been through since I first became aware of my vision.
And I'll also tell you what happened to me just now.
My father paused and looked away from me. Father was silent for a moment with his hand resting on his chin. Made me think that something was wrong.
"Your level of vision is increasing. And it will increase day by day."
"Is that something bad?"
"Hmmm, I think so, but it will happen If you can't control your level of vision. You'll be able to see everything for real. I'm afraid you're not strong enough"
I'm starting to worry now, my eyesight is getting bigger. To what degree should this stop, and how to stop the level. Should I remove it?
If so... oh no, I won't be able to see Awan, Indah, and the others anymore.
God, what should I do?
"Father, how many levels are there for a vision?"
"What I know from your late grandmother is that humans have 6 levels in their eyes.
1. Most are laypeople. So yes they're sometimes can see, sometimes feel something but not sure. Sometimes they just play with their imagination.
2. Can see sometimes clearly like humans, shadows, sounds.
3. Can see more than humans. Yes, for example, such as smelling spirits, various forms, faces, large bodies, and many more.
4. Can be very sensitive to sound, stimulation, vision, every walk can see almost the whole street is full of something like that. can see how the invisible being gives birth and once seeing giving birth can be 1000 children in one go.
5. Even worse. And if a person is not strong he can go crazy. Can see almost completely but he can also control his eyesight. He can also see deeper, can see humans, their past, present, and future but sometimes not sure.
6. All sensitive and sensitive senses can hear the voice of people's hearts. Can telepathy, can see the future flashes with certainty depending on who has his destiny. Yes, you can see the past, you can read people, make fortune-telling, and you can find out who is telling the truth or not. Continue to be able to see a person's memory just by touch or by looking at their eyes and sometimes people who have the 6th level of course are identical to typical in his eyes. When people look at his eyes, it looks like the gaze is sharp and most people can already feel it without him talking. like there is an aura.
But don't worry, you'll be fine. Father will do anything to guarantee that."
You must know what I'm feeling right now. God, why did this happen to me? I guess I'm not old enough to get all this. It's too fast for me. I still want to have fun like my normal friends. Hmmm. What should I do now? I feel that I will not be strong for the next level. And this scares me of the time that makes the day change. Because it can't stop. This level still hasn't stopped.
"Father, can you close my mind's eye?"
"Huh, are you aware of saying it?"
"Yeah. I left everything behind. I'm scared, aren't I?"
I tried to explain, unconsciously tears rolled down my cheeks. Dad who saw it immediately wiped it from my cheek and quickly hugged me tightly. While whispering a sentence.
"No need to be afraid, Dady here with you. I will not leave you"
After I felt satisfied I let out my tears. Now I feel ready to close my mind's eye and leave it all behind.
"Well, I'm ready"
Dad nodded and asked me to sit cross-legged across from him.
Now our position is face to face. And dad asked me to put my hands on the tips of my knees. And Dady asked me to relax and breathe regularly.
"Once again, I ask you. Are you sure to do this?"
Without thinking I agreed to what my father asked.
Dad asked me to close my eyes and imagine looking for a point of white light.
"Look for a white dot in your mind. If you have found it, come and get closer to that point until finally, the closer you get, the white dot becomes a blinding white light that also enlarges."
I tried to concentrate on what my father asked me.
"If you have found it then come closer. Already?"
I nodded my head. That I had managed to find that and approach that light.
This light gets bigger the closer I get to it.
This white glare that I saw, seemed to keep on spinning like a wormhole that I saw in Superhero movies. A hole that will take us somewhere.
"Go through it, enter that bright spot. Come in."
Dad said it while pressing my forehead in the middle with his fingertips.
I followed what my father asked, and slowly I entered the white light.
My eyes could not see at all, because of the brightness of this light. I close my eyes but I can still feel I still see that.
But this time I feel, my soul is here. Like real, not from my imagination. It's real.
I open my eyes slowly.
And everything looks sparkling pure white, there is a white mist that clumps as soft as cotton, and softer I feel.
I feel like I'm above the clouds now. This place is so spacious. I turned around and right behind me, I saw a huge tower. The tower was carved in gold and could be seen very clearly from here. And now I'm in a long line to the tower, hmmm. More like a very large gate. I tell you this is very beautiful.
I was at the very end of the queue of many people. They all don't wear any clothes, but for some reason, my eyes can't see their nakedness. Something is covering it but I don't know what.
Now I'm getting closer to this Gate. And it was only here that it was seen, that every one of them who had passed through the gate was accompanied by various kinds, hmmm, it's hard for me to explain. In essence, every time they passed through the gate, someone was escorting them and various things. Starting from a baby escorting, then there are chickens, there are buffalo, there is a flower seed that is still small, there are stones and there are many more.
What place is this? I can't even say a word from my lips, now only 1 person is in front of me and ready to pass through the gate.
He was a teenager maybe 15 years old, then he walked through the gate and a baby appeared when he finished through the gate.
He didn't walk anymore, he just stood still but he seemed to float to his destination.
Now it's my turn. I don't know why, my legs move on their own I want to rebel but I can't. I'm like a robot, which can only stay still and move when someone is controlling me from far.
Suddenly there was a very large person in front of me. Strange, I didn't see it from behind earlier. But when it was my turn he appeared. This person is so big I can't even see his face, his face is very bright and very bright. He wears all white clothes. He was just silent, his hands were very big. You could say almost as tall as me and twice as wide as I spread my arms.
Then there was an echoing and very loud sound.
"iT'S NOT YOUR TIME YET"
What does it mean??.
3 seconds after I heard it, then my body fell very fast. I couldn't see because the wind was so strong that it hit me.
I'm still falling now until suddenly I float slowly, And open my eyes. What, I can float and it feels so real too, where is this. I think I know this place.
I'm floating above my own house, is this real?
I was curious, I finally tried to go down. Now I'm above my house.
I was just about to step on the roof of my house, but my feet went down until I was finally inside my house.
And strangely again I saw a lot of people gathered in the living room. My father, my mother wept beside the bed that was there. And who was in that bed, was already covered by a white cloth, and at the top end of the bed there was a lit lantern.
Now I ask where am I. Am I drifting now is this real?.
I'm still such an idiot here. And again I saw the Cloud, pacing beside my bed and feeling confused. What was he doing, he looked panicked and also looked like he was guarding the bed.
What's the matter.
"Awan!! Awan!!"
He heard me but he didn't see me. He was looking for me.
"Hey, Wan I'm here. Above you."
I've told him but he doesn't know either. Everything feels muted. Or I can't hear their voices. Awan pointed at a person who was behind a white sheet lying on a bed.
Awan pointed at him again, as if signaling that I should check it myself. Who exactly is behind the white cloth?
Once I get closer, it's getting closer. Suddenly my body seemed to be pulled very tightly, heading behind the white cloth.
And everything went Dark.
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What just happened to me. What a place it is.
And now only Darkness I feel.
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