Does it happen often enough to you as well? Where you are doing your work, as usual, eating, drinking, bathing, sleeping, or talking but you don't feel like you're the one actually doing it? Like as if your body is possessed, you are there but at the same time, you are not.
Your emotions are dead, nothing excites you. You feel like the biggest imposter, a scam. It is happening to me. It has been a week, a slow dreadful week. Dad and I aren't talking the longest we have gone without talking to each other.
It is not like I haven't tried because god only knows how much I want to talk to him, clear the misunderstanding but the minute he comes in front of me or I go and seek him out, words just don't cooperate.
