I am Kim Da Eun, a thirty year old; I have many friends, I don't want to boast but I am little bit popular, it's quite tiring but I love it very much. So I am going to tell you about my problems in this story as many people envy me and think that I don't have any thing to worry about. A lot things happened with me and it still happens, My life was too much for me to begin with; it's still hard for me to continue on but… I try many things to be even 00000.01% happy even though I know I can't.
No one knows about me even 1%, even what I like and what I don't like. They say that they will understand me no matter what it is but… when I tell them that I don't the colour pink much, they will not understand and force it to me. The most important thing was that people misunderstood me a lot, actually, too much; and it was the reason of the weight on my shoulders and many things including me.
You know, before I was an outsider at school and even at the neighbourhood; people hated me a lot as I didn't smile much before and my face gave off 'if you talk to me you die, I don't care' vibes; I tried my best but… the people around me just don't care so I eventually gave up. Some years back, when I was just an elementary school student or around that. It was my first day of school, I was really an introverted person at that time, when it was lunch time, two girls came to me and a boy; after that we always ate lunch together, played together and had lots of fun, we eventually became Best Friends Forever, they were my first friends. As we were walking home together, we saw that we were neighbours and that small coincidence made us real happy. Now I wish that if I could just go back to that time and space, I would've talked to them and then nothing would have happened; I know too that I was quite dumb back then, too much.
As we grew up, many things happened between us, laughing until we fell on the floor, crying for some dumb reasons, sharing food, pranking each other, go shopping, stay the night at each others homes, fighting and then making up within a second, and we did much more things which can never be erased from my memory. After some years a girl friend of mine, left, the teachers said that she went abroad to study, I was too sad; as soon as I got home I tried calling her but she never picked up, that day I cried a lot and my parents got worried, I guess… I was just too attached as we promised that we would always be together till we get a job, marry, have babies and make our babies BFFs too, and as you already know… I was dumb back then. As we grew more older, I got promoted two classes more than my other two best friends, that is how we fell apart… slowly. As others say, "It's too calm before a storm." That was what happened; a strong storm came and broke our never ending friendship.
To be continued…