soon after anand left BTS arrived we sat down to discuss the project .
"ok but I just have one condition please....",I said.
"what.....?",namjoon asked .
"I won't be attending any press interviews ...",I said looking towards RM.
"but why interviews and promotional events are important...",Rm asked startled.
and all the members looked at me.
"you guys can do it I don't like to ...just I am not comfortable with all those interviews you know these interviewers sometimes gets too personal and I am not that person who likes to discuss my private matters with others ",I said.
"don't worry we can tell them not to ask you any personal questions...what's the problem ",Rm asked again but seeing me hesitating.
he spoke.
"it's okay if you don't want to....we will do it anyway ",Rm said .
"yeah it's okay...",jimin said .
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I and jungkook were working on the sound tracks
and lyrics and other parts were designated to other members, I don't like him he always just bosses me around and kind of avoids me even when I offered him chocolates he denied 😤😤😤 don't take if you don't want to .
anyways other members were amazing.
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"look it will sound amazing if we add certain notes here..", I said to JK who was arguing with me for 15 minutes on a single track.
"I don't think so...it will sound all mushy and sound like overlapping each other...",jk said pointing his pencil towards a music notation.
then I demonstrated it by playing it on the piano.
and while I was playing it jungkook was always staring at me,or maybe was too lost in the music.
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"so what do you think...?",I asked as I stopped playing the piano.
"ok....I agree it is coming out well ",JK said scratching his neck.
"I told you.....", I (y/n) said in a sassy way.
"ok.....but we can't add this last minute ,half of the song is already recorded ",JK said looking at me.
"that don't worry about it....I'll do it",I said.
"how ?it's already 11:00 pm...recording is due tomorrow....everybody have left how will you do it ",JK asked making a frustrated face.
"Not a problem I can do it and my orchestra and team is still here",I said making changes on the written notations.
"you can go if you want....",I said as I noticed he was tired and exhausted also the effects of jetlag were hitting him hard.
"no it's okay let's just get this done first",JK said moving his chair near me and I don't know why I was feeling nervous.
"no you can go back it's not that big deal I'll finish it quickly....also you have to sing tomorrow I don't want your voice to sound haggard ",I said looking at him I didn't wanted to bother him .
"ok....then but as soon as you are done recording the track call me ...",JK said picking up his small bag.
"ok...bye",I said looking at him.and he offered his mobile phone.
"what...?",I asked.
"your phone no.....?or how am I supposed to contact you ",JK asked.
"umm....I don't have a mobile phone, but don't worry my sis...sorry my manager have your number she'll call you",I said smiling awkwardly.
and he looked at me like he couldn't believe I am from 21st century.
"ok.....then let her call me when you are done ",He said leaving from the studio.
I waved at him and went towards the orchestra room where all my team members were ,I called them before going there.
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the recording was perfectly done.and now I was just doing some adjustments to it.
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(in the dream )
phone ringing....📞📞📞📞📞📞
y/n's phone was ringing vivek(y/n's old best friend )was calling her but she didn't picked it up, as she was getting ready to perform on the stage.
"y/n come...it's almost time to go up on the stage",y/n's sister said coming towards her in the green room. backstage.
"ok ...",y/n said as she was leaving,but it again started to ring she wanted to pick it up but her sister said.
"come on y/n you can call him back afterwards.."so she left.
"no....",vivek 's mother was crying badly and everyone was there.
"y/n mam what would you like to say as Mr vivek was your best friend.....",all the reporters were surrounding y/n and asking her all sorts of questions and she was just trying to run away from there.
"ankush.....",y/n said entering in an apartment.
she didn't find anyone in the living room so she walked towards the the bedroom and hearing some sorts of disgusting voices ....
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she ran from there without saying anything and crying badly she left from that building but again got surrounded by those disgusting reporters and their questions she lost her control and broke one reporter's camera as she threw it forcefully on the ground.
"go from here.. leave me alone....",y/n said screaming on the reporters.
(jk's pov)
I don't hate y/n but I am just attracted to her when the first time I saw her I felt like a certain search was over,I fell in love with her at first sight, but when I knew that she likes v hyung very much and even v hyung likes her ,also praises her all the time ,first I felt jealous of him but I am really happy that he found someone who he likes, I don't want to come between them also I don't want him to hate me,.
I never want to lose my brother because of someone else.
that's why I behaved rudely towards her and also avoided her so that I can get rid of all the feelings that I have for her.
but I don't know why she shines differently when she sings or even do something with music, she (y/n) becomes 100%more attractive than she already is .even today when she was playing those scores I couldn't help but just look at her all the time.
I was thinking all this about her when I realised
I didn't get any call from her for a long time and it was already 5 am and I wasn't able to sleep anyway so I decided to go back .
when I reached the studio I saw y/n sleeping on the desk,but she was mumbling something in her sleep.
I went near her and tried to listen what was she saying at that moment her face was just few centimetres away from mine and it looked so beautiful that I wanted to kiss her but then she said something and my heart was shattered into pieces.
"go away.....go away....go away....leave me alone ",y/n said and I realised I was too close to her I suddenly stepped backwards.
but she remained to be in that position.
then I understood that maybe she was talking in sleep while seeing a dream. I sighed peacefully but when I again looked at her she was sweating and mumbling those words again.
and suddenly she woke up and sat straight, then looked at me confused .
(y/n pov),
I woke up from that same nightmare and saw JK standing infront of me.
I came back to reality sighed and said.
"Excuse me please.....",I said and walked out of the studio and went to restroom.
when I came back to the studio jungkook was sitting on the chair beside my chair.
"wow.....its amazing y/n are you a magician....?",JK said as I walked towards him.
"thanks....",I said and sat beside him.
"all okay?",JK asked maybe because he could figure out the tension in my voice and atmosphere.
"yeah.....just tired..",I said and saved the recording .
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we finished the work and it was 5:40 by then.
and I was feeling hungry.
then I asked him.
"would you like to go out and grab something to eat???", I asked him.
"what....?",Jk asked smiling also because 6 am in the morning I guess was not the time to eat but I was hungry, as I even skipped the dinner yesterday.
"yeah I am very hungry...wanna grab something to eat...my treat ,whatever you like ",I said making a innocent and cute face.
"ok ...I want doughnuts then....and a sandwich..and. ..",,Jk said but I cut him in between and said "yeah whatever you like let's go first",I said grabbed my Jacket and bike keys.
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"wow.....this is so cool",JK said as he saw my bike.
"yup isn't it amazing this was my dream vehicle royal Enfield ,I know it's quite old fashioned now but I love classics as I say...",I said starting the bike.
"what....?",he said.
"what...,what sit ...",I said looking at him who looked quite confused by that but I don't let anybody drive my beloved bike.
and after all he was Mr self obsessed and Mr rude.