I was crying badly keeping my head on my knees, leaning on the door I could hear ankush apologising to me again and again.
I kept my hands on my mouth so that I don't make any noise to give him any idea, ofcourse I loved him...I loved him very much but after what he did to me and vivek I will never be able to forgive him.
(on the other side of the room jungkook pov)
Y/n was crying badly I wanted to hug her and tell her I was with her...but at this moment it isn't right for me to do so,but who is that man and what scandal were they talking about ??,
I have many questions in my head right now but.. .....
then I saw her getting up, she took out all her jewellery and kept them on the table and left.
"gosh....that was really.....I don't know what to say ",jimin said breaking his silence.
"then please be quiet....",I said to him.
after some time our staff member came to call us on the stage for the performance.
we went to perform on the stage the performance started everyone was cheering for us. then I tried to find y/n but she was not visible anywhere.
then asked v hyung by signalling him if he can see y/n but he also denied.
then we performed our Last song today fake love.
the show ended after some time but y/n was nowhere to be found.
(backstage)
"have you seen y/n anywhere..??", I asked eun-woo.
"no.....what happened are you not able to find her?",eun-woo asked.
"nothing....just haven't seen her for a while",I answered.
"ooooo...jeon jungkook you just haven't seen her for a while and you are so worried...",eun-woo said teasing me. but it wasn't the great time to do so.
"please.....stop it",I said to him as I didn't wanted anyone else to know what happened bez if they get to know that everybody will find out that our engagement is fake, then I saw namjoon hyung calling me so I waved at eun-woo and left.
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"what happened...have you not found her yet???",namjoon hyung asked me.
"no....I tried calling her but her phone is switched off ",I said to namjoon hyung.
"did you look for her properly everywhere....",taehyung hyung asked me.
"yes ofcourse I did.....",I replied.
"I think she must have gone back to dorm...",suga
hyung suggested.
"yeah...Even I think so..we should also go back and check..",Jin hyung also agreed.
"ok...then what to do with media if they ask where is y/n ???",I asked looking at RM hyung.
"we'll just tell them she isn't well so she went back early ",RM hyung said he always knows how to deal with anything.
"ok....let's leave",v hyung said.
we left from there hobi hyung had already left because his wife was not well so he told us that he will be staying back at home with his wife, and that we should just go ahead.
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we reached back at our apartment ,then I rushed towards our room and opened the door but she was not there .
then I went down in the living room.
where everybody gathered one by one after checking everywhere, in the backyard, swimming pool area terrace, activity area etc...
"found her????",I asked them.
"no..she is not on the terrace ",V hyung said.
"not in backyard....",jiminshii said.
then I looked at Rm , Jin and suga hyung.
they also shook their head and denied.
"aaish.....then where the heck is this girl",I said out of frustration and worry .it was already 1AM at night and she is nowhere to be found, she doesn't even know any routes here.
And she can't even speak Korean.....
what an Idiot.????.
then I grabbed my car keys and was going to leave when namjoon hyung stopped me.
"Jk wait I am coming with you, right now those paparazzis are eyeing on you and y/n if they get any doubts about your relationship then it will be a huge problem",namjoon hyung said.
"ok ... you come with me ",I agreed as it sounded fine.
"v hyung if y/n comes back here call us",I said to v hyung.
then Me and namjoon hyung left in search of her.
I was driving while looking everywhere on the streets and roads desperately searching for her.
I looked for her everywhere possible, all the places she is familiar of.
but she was nowhere to be found.
after looking for her all night we went back to our apartment around 5:30 am.
"what happened.....were you not able to find her????",v hyung and jiminshii asked us as we walked in .
"yeah....where is y/n ??",Jin hyung asked.
"we looked for her every possible place but she was nowhere to be found ",namjoon hyung said sitting on the couch.
"what????" ,v hyung exclaimed.
"what if someone kidnapped her,some saesang fan of yours ",jin hyung said and I was really scared to death what if really someone kidnapped her.
"yeah ....don't you remember they tried to do that once before ",jiminshii said..making me more anxious.
"don't listen to them, don't worry she'll be fine and she'll come back , let's wait for sometime and if she doesn't come back till 8 o'clock let's call the cops ",suga hyung said but I was really afraid what if really something happened to her.
I was drowned in my thoughts and I don't know why all types of negative thoughts were coming in my mind.
"no...we can't wait until 8 am I am going to inform the cops right now",I said getting up from the couch and As I was going to leave I heard someone entering in from the front door.
I looked at that person and I felt relieved, it was y/n I was so happy to see her that I ran and hugged her tightly.
she also hugged me back and started laughing.
she was reeking of alcohol and holding a bottle of local soju in her hand.
I pulled back from hug and and asked her.
"are you mad ????? do you know how worried I was ,we all were so worried, looking for you in whole city madly where were you till now??",I was saying but she kept her finger on my mouth shutting me up.
"shhhh...why do you speak so much ....bloody chatterbox ",she said she was sounding too drunk.
and was not even able to stand straight.
then she went near hyung's and said with amazement.
"wow.....I can't believe myself.....the BTS is standing here infront of me",she said in a surprised tone and we all were shocked but then I remembered that she is an old army so maybe is just fangirling over us.
"but wait why are there ....1....2..3..4...5...6...7...12 of you ...gosh double double , and there are still two less j hope....",she said and started laughing and was not able to keep up her balance.
I went near her and held her hand as she was going to fall .
she balanced herself than kept her both hands on my cheeks and said.
"woah....jungkookie ....I am very hungry can I have a bite of a cookie ",she said cutely rubbing her hand on my cheek.
"jungkook...we are leaving you take her in the room",namjoon hyung said and they left .
"no where are you going...I want your autograph...wait",y/n said stopping them midway, then she she grabbed a spare paper that was lying on the table and handed it to namjoon hyung.
"please...RM I am a big .....big....fan of you all please give me your autograph..., you don't know how much I admire you all...",RM hyung looked at her a little embarrassed then he smiled and signed on the paper bez she didn't looked in a mood to let them go without signing, and I was thinking when she sober's up how will she cope up with the embarrassment.
she handed same to everyone and let them sign on it ,then they left and asked me to take her back.
she turned towards me and said.
"you know...I don't like it when you ignore me.....also sometimes you make me feel that you like me..and just another moment I feel like maybe I am wrong and thinking so much....,look I am very angry on you ....but considering you as a member of my favourite BTS ,I forgive you.....and give you a chance to sign for y/n the great..rockstar ",She said and I was not able to hold back my laughter but she forcefully handed me the paper I took it and signed my name on it.
then I patted on her head and said.
"are you happy now.....let's go",I said and pulling her by her hand but I was worried and was still wondering about what happened during award show and then she disappeared suddenly.
but she yanked my hand and said pouting cutely.
"no....I still don't have J-hope's autograph....I have to wait here otherwise what if he comes here and I am not here and miss his autograph ",
"don't worry....he'll not go anywhere you can take his autograph later",I said and again tried to pull her by her hand but she was acting really stubborn like a small kid.
(a/n pov)
jungkook picked y/n in bridal style and Carried her back to their shared bedroom, yeah they call it their bedroom but live like roommates in there to put a show and also because no other room is empty in our apartment, and while he was carrying her all the way she was just staring at jungkook and smiling .
he went in the room and made her lie on the bed carefully then he was going to leave she put her hands around his neck and pulled him towards her which made jungkook fall on top of her.
then she looked into jungkook's eyes and asked....
"do you like me ...??", he looked at her and thought the thing which he was still struggling to say her for a long time now ,she said it so easily.
"yes.....I love you",he said and didn't care about what she thinks about him after this.
"don't you love me...",he asked her and she was still looking into his eyes deeply.
then she leaned forward and kissed jk..
even he cooperated with her and kissed
her back it was a long and passionate kiss which was enough for him to turn on....he don't know why he was so attracted to her from the start. ...then their tounges touched and their smells mixed with each other.....
then he started kissing her aggressively without any notice he started from her lips but travelling to her neck and all the body and it was so aggressive that it left dark red hickeys on her body and caused her to moan .....he wanted to eat her like his prey he had stopped himself from doing so for a long time but not today...
then he started removing her clothes and his hands conquered all her body.....she also helped him unbutton his shirt. and the scratching signs were available on his back in no time, then he entered into her body aggressively and domineeringly .and they stayed into each other for a long time...
(everything else you are good at imagining I am pretty innocent ЁЯСНЁЯШЕЁЯШЪтШ╗тШ╗тШ╗)
(in the morning)
I woke up and realised I was sleeping on the top of jungkook, wasn't he supposed to sleep on the couch beside .
then I slowly got off him and my body was paining like hell. then I realised I wasn't wearing anything.
I remembered what happened last night, shit how can I lose my virginity to a man just like that....no....
I was too embarrassed right now...when I started getting flashbacks of what terrible things I did last night ....no....
then I got out of bed without making any noise and went in the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.....there were too many dark red marks on my body...I blushed seeing them ,but I never wanted to confess that I like him like that....no what will he think about me now...
shit....
then I started bathing standing under water shower I was moving my fingers through my hair on my head. when I heard washroom's door opening... I was shocked and scared it was Jungkook...
"aaah...",I screamed seeing him..
he looked at me and smirked then said "I just wanted to use the washroom sorry...you don't mind do you???",he said I quickly drapped towel on myself.
then he did his job while I stood while my back facing him...
I didn't realised but he came near me and back hugged me which stunned me completely...
"would you like to bathe with me??",Jungkook said.
I turned towards him and said "pervert.....get out", I yelled at him then pushed him out from the washroom.
"what a pervert.....??",I said to myself still blushing so hard that my cheeks almost looked like tomatoes.