(A/N: WARNING there are gory descriptions in this chapter ;))
(A/N: This chapter is written from the perspective of Charlie slightly diving into his back story ;))
"Charlieeee, Charlieee wake my adorable, little miracle" a sweet angelic voice pulled me out from my deep sleep. Looking up I saw a woman with long dark hair and silver eyes, beaming in joy as she gazed down at me, "good morning my little sunshine how was your sleep? Did you have a sweet dream? "
Who are you? Why are you holding me with such warmth? Everyone rejects me... I have no one.
"*sigh* don't frown your little, chubby face will be ruined" she giggled, while pinching my cheeks softly.
Why is she treating me like a baby, when I'm five years old already?
"Your so pretty and cute my little miracle. What will your father say when he get's back from his trip and sees our little baby I wonder. Hehe" she mischievously smiled while lifting me up into her warm embrace. Tickling my tummy, I could her laughter echoing in my ears as I began to giggle along with her.
Ohh I see it's a memory. Of my...
Mum.
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"You brat!" fathers is yelling with a rabid face as he outstretched arm waves down pointing at me as though I'm a rat, the scum of the earth ," you've killed her! Look at her... She-she was the light of my life. How could you!"
No matter how many times I dream this, it hurts the same if not more. When will this end? It hurts so much, I don't want to remember. I don't want to see this anymore.
Blood covers my four year old self, head to toe and the sickening feeling of it will still cling to me even when I wake up. I look down at my mother who is still smiling as her corpse goes cold in my hands.
"N-no I-I d-didn't mean to d-dad, d-don't look at me l-like that. P-please... I'm s-sorry" It doesn't matter how much I cry and apologise he never listens to me and I can't even say I blame him. I deserve everything I get.
"IT'S TOO LATE TO BE SORRY! SHE'S DEAD! YOU-YOU KILLED HER! YOUR OWN MOTHER! MONSTER!" dad screamed at me so loud that day and it was the last time I ever saw him show his pain.
After that, he took me to the place he worked at that studied the supernatural and handed me over to them so they could dispose of me. However they decided I would be an asset to them, as they had never seen something like me before.
"A vampire! This young as well! We absolutely cannot kill it, imagine the discoveries we could make using him. Hoho" an old man laughed while rubbing his hands together in joy. I could see the greed glittering in his dull eyes as he saw a specimen he didn't have yet.
"Yes, yes this will make a great contribution to the science field wouldn't you agree Dr. Swan" another nodded with a cheek to cheek grin as he looked at me with empty eyes. I looked over at the man they were asking in shock as he was much younger with blonde hair and sparkling eyes. However he was even more frightening than the rest, as he smirked and spectated me with eyes filled with pure madness.
"Yes he will be perfect"
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"Ahhhggg ahggg... Please stop. Please!" I screamed at the doctor, as he stabbed his scalpel into another organ, "I'm sorry I won't do it again I'll be good...so please sto-ahh"
"Won't do what again? Kill your mother? I'd like to think you couldn't kill her... because you already have! haha" he laughed in excitement as he plunged another scalpel into my stomach which splattered blood all over his face,
"ughh how disgusting, I have your vile blood on me now"
"P-please stop please" I kept sobbing but he only got angrier and began strangling me, "s-st-op p-lea-se."
"SHUT UP!" he yelled as he grabbed my tongue, slicing it off and putting it in a jar filled with a strong smelling liquid. Sighing he leaned forward pulling my hair so I had no choice but to look at him,
"hahhh it's not like I didn't warn you hmm? You should have shut up when I told you to and the consequences might not have been so bad. Would they?"
I flinched as I looked into his psychotic eyes that curved above his wide grin. How much I wished to rip his crazy eyes out from his sheepish face only god will know, but being so week I could only nod in agreement.
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" I hope you all know your roles men. This will be a quick paced job and you have to be willing to risk your life. Do not and I repeat, do not abandon your comrades in an attempt to escape because you will be hunted down and silenced" my father yelled as hundreds of men all dressed in black watched him their eyes glued on their captain.
Another man entered, it was one of the elders in the council. I had only seen him that one time two years ago, so this mission must be an important one for he himself to instruct us.
"Troops today will be a long one and for some you will never be able to escape it not even in your dreams. But do not threat, if we proceed as planned we will gain a great asset..." the whole gathering silenced as they heard him speak me included as I knew what was to come, "The last white wolf from a pure line of descendants from the winter witch. If our assumptions prove correct, with her abilities we can create weapons that will anialate all the supernatural beings on the entire planet! We have waited decades. No centuries for this discovery but with modern science we can develop an indestructible weapon against our life long enemy."
It's always the same with humans they destroy what they don't understand out of fear of the unknown. After this is over I know they will kill me regardless of my abilities... Because in their eyes I am and always will be a monster.
" You! CW115 come forward and tell us what you have discovered while watching the mutts"
I don't want to! I don't want to! I DON'T WANT TO!!!
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"I'll help you" it was the first time in a long time that someone treated me like I was still a living creature. As her warm hands lifted me up into her gentle embrace softly, it was as if someone had pumped warm blood into my ice cold veins for the first time. It almost felt like I was alive for once and not a lifeless weapon designed to kill.
Yet as much as I wished to treasure her, I still hurt her in unimaginable ways in the end, just like my mother and father. I feel like I destroy everything I touch.
Why am I like this? I don't want to hurt anyone anymore...
"Don't die please"