Preview : If this continues, how can Jani controls her heart beats?
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Jani woke up from her sleep. The clock shows 05:00 in the morning. Jani hurriedly got up to take a shower and walked towards the kitchen. She opened the fridge, took out the ingredients she needed to make breakfast. Jani smiled when she remembered what happened last night. Dana ate Jani's food with gusto. Jani was actually full by just staring at Dana who was eating voraciously. Dana said Jani's cooking was very good. Jani also found out that Dana loves to cook after she said that for a man, Dana's refrigerator is very well stocked.
However, Jani sometimes feels uncomfortable having to live under the same roof as Dana, who in fact is a nobody to her. But, there was no other choice for her at this point. Only Dana can help her so that Arjuna can get out of his troubles.
Ah! Her older brother is sometimes annoying, but Jani loves Arjuna so much. However they grew up together as blood relations. They have shared many happy and sad stories together. It is not easy to just ignore Arjuna who is currently in trouble.
This morning Jani wanted to cook a quick and healthy breakfast for Dana. She baked the buttered bread and then she started to prepare the vegetables and boiled eggs. She made sandwiches for her breakfast with Dana. He also prepared 2 cups of coffee and added creamer and a bit of sugar to the coffee she made. Perfect!
At 07.00 in the morning Dana came out from his room. It's right next to the Jani's room. With the shirt rolled up, it's very typical for Dana. That handsome man walked towards Jani.
"You woke up so early, Jani?" Dana asked Jani.
"Yeaa, please Dan, get a breakfast first, before you go to work," Jani smiled, her cheeks also blushing with embarrassment.
Being able to see Dana every morning, can make Jani's mood always in a good phase. The man's smile was so sweet. With glasses that perched sweetly and with a tall stature. Jani loved looking at Dana's face. It's not boring, but it's addictive. Without realizing it, Jani didn't even know that she would feel this way after a long break from Rangga. The ex that she had tried to keep, but instead had the heart to betray and leave her.
Jani doesn't want to be dumped again. Jani still had no idea about what to do now. Jani has not dared to decide what feelings she is feeling. His heart would suddenly skip a beat for no reason just by looking at Dana's face.
"Wow, you made sandwiches, didn't you? Looks delicious," Dana then took the sandwich and popped it into her mouth.
"How? Is this delicious?" asked Jani enthusiastically.
"Very good," Dana nodded. "Every day you can have a good breakfast. I'll go first, okay?" Dana left after drinking her coffee and then ruffled Jani's hair. Dana was in a hurry this morning.
"Be careful, and please save my brother," Jani smiled hopefully.
Dana stopped at the door. He smiled. Dana turned and walked towards Jani. Jani froze in place. Dana hugged him warmly. If this continues, how can Jani controls her heart beats? Jani's brain couldn't think straight now, how could Dana carelessly hug her like this. The smell of Dana 's perfume was so soothing . It's a woody scent that Jani has loved ever since. A warm embrace that she did not dare to dream of for a moment. Jani smelled in Dana's scent and would keep it in her brain.
"Well, I'm leaving," I wonder what madness Dana will do next.
Until Dana left the apartment, Jani was still silent. She slowly felt his chest for a heartbeat that got worse anytime she got closer to Dana. That's how much Dana had on her. She's like a statue. At a loss for words to describe how she feels right now. Dana's embrace was so comfortable and Jani felt lost when Dana pulled her body because he had to leave.
Can Jani have a little hope? However, Jani never knew what the future would be like if she dared to put her hope in Dana. She was just an ordinary girl who had been hurt by the person she trusted to protect her heart. However, Jani also doesn't want to continue to wallow in the past and of course she has managed to get through that phase.
And Jani just can't keep quiet in the apartment...
I'm tired of just being in Dana's apartment. I'd rather just clean the apartment. I started to clean the area of the room I was in. I didn't dare to get rid of things like powder and her friends from the dressing table. Anyway, I won't be here for so long. Unless it was Dana who asked me to be his wife, oh my, my dream. Damn it, I think I fell in love with Dana.
Always makes me smile when I remember how he ruffled my hair and hugged me. I went to Dana's room. As a thank you, more than that, I don't want to stay free. But it turns out that Dana's room is locked. Well, I'll just clean the living room then.
Just a few minutes after I finished showering Dana called. He brings good news. My brother was rescued and all the drug dealers were arrested. I heard from Dana's story, it seems that Dana's uncle mobilized a lot of police in this case. Because they don't want to lose any more fugitives.
I didn't even think that this would be a large-scale police operation. I am very grateful that my brother is safe. And I impatiently called Rangga after knowing that Dana would come late for a meeting at Green Trees. I wanted to see Arjuna as soon as possible, who was immediately taken to the halfway house.
I have instilled in myself that Rangga is a friend from the results of my past story and I don't think there is anything wrong if I ask Rangga for help again. If Dana didn't work overtime, I would gladly ask him for help. It's like, I am so ungrateful sometimes. How come you still want to make it more effort, by asking to accompany me to visit Arjuna in the halfway house. But, yeah, get two birds with one stone, right? While visiting Arjuna as well spending time with Dana. Uhh..My mind really likes to be unclear when it's about feelings. But I need to be careful this time so I don't get hurt like as I used to be with Rangga.
In the other hand, after Rangga accompanied Jani to visit Arjuna...
Regreting? Yes. Wanted Jani back? Absolutely. Just a few hours after accompanying Jani to meet her brother, I already feel homesick. Really. She's the only girl who can drive me crazy. But I made her keep her barrier on me, until now. I promised myself that I had to get Jani again. I still love her. Either way. Including if I snatched Jani from the guy who had called Jani twice earlier. I don't know who is he, things that I know is Jani looks so happy when she picks up the phone. That smile that was only for me
I want Jani to see myself again, and I promise that when that day comes, I will not waste Jani again. She's too precious. She made me realize that my love adventure had to end. I want to be in serious commitment with her if she wants to accept this bastards again. To be honest, with all my ex-girlfriends, I have never felt like I lost Jani. I want to be a man who can be Jani's life support in the future. Hopefully, this is what I always believe in my every prayer.