December 2020, it's soon the turn of the year and I still can't forget and forgive every wound that you carve, hatred is disappointed but wrapped in a feeling of love that is still great for you, makes me feel a broken heart that continues to miss, hate, regret, miss again, it feels like I can't go on like this I decided every rain at the end of December to remember our stories that we used to go through, because I know I will never be able to have you again, I remember and I meet every place where we often used to date at that time.
Suryadarma Air Base is the base for the Indonesian Air Force, but the base is now open to the public, usually every Saturday and Sunday people go there to jog with family, children or girlfriends, that's what we do every Sunday, usually we go to Airbase Suryadarma the reason is jogging but in fact there sometimes we don't run at all but walk and see people running leisurely. But mostly on track track runners all I do is walk beside you while holding your hand sometimes the reason I make when I refuse you invite me to run for a while is I'm afraid you're tired even though I just want to keep holding your hand and slow down not to go fast and occasionally look at your face. We have gone through two laps of the track and all we do is walk and hold each other's hands, it turns out that even though just walking is quite tiring, I see on the side of the road there are people who trade small snacks, I still remember that time we bought Cimol snacks , egg rolls, dumplings and two drinks, of course, those are your favorite snacks. There really isn't a special category for the food you like as long as it's a kind of fried food, you'll definitely like it. After buying the food, we sat in the garden at the airport, you were so hungry that you ate the snacks. until your lips are smudged whether intentionally or not whether it's your way of letting me clean the leftovers on your face it's one of the little moments that I can't forget, I don't feel like 30 minutes left at 10 am according to the promise at 10 am you should have arrived. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . at home.
It's quite annoying but like it or not I have to take you home even though my heart is not satisfied and wants to linger with you again and my body doesn't want to leave with an atmosphere that was accidentally created just like that.
Sometimes the comfort with you is just enough to use an excuse to take you for a leisurely run at the Suryadarma airbase while eating small snacks on the side of the road and then enjoying the people passing by is more than enough.