Chapter 8 - my twilight

Hi twilight, I want to tell you about the wound I'm experiencing right now it hurts so much I don't know what to do with it I want to tell you a few things, I admit I really miss Sekar's figure but on the other hand I hate him too. What should I do? I don't know what to do with this feeling the more I think about it the more there is no way out for me through all of this, I'm sick, my depression has lost its direction and purpose, my vision seems to be covered in fog.

twilight, why does your beautiful figure only appear at certain times why don't you come every time because your presence means so much to me who is heartbroken. Why are you only present when the night comes and go when the morning comes.

Twilight, are you also the same as Sekar who was only present for a moment and then left an eternal wound, you are beautiful but only temporarily after that you even bring darkness that's the atmosphere I hate the most when this wound has not healed you offer dark to accompany, All this is not fair .

The darkness that enveloped slowly went away and the sunrise that came from a distance calmed me again, now I realize why you come and go at dusk and I understand now the meaning of all this. Twilight, I'm sorry I blamed you for my wound, I realize that something beautiful will come at some point when it will definitely go and bring darkness but from all that we are aware that a more beautiful one will slowly come to accompany you

The meaning of someone leaving is not because we are not better, but there will be someone who is better for you. believe me.

Maybe for now I just need to enjoy the current situation, let everything flow, because everything will end up in the right choice and why rush to find a replacement if it will eventually hurt because the old wounds of the heart have not healed. However, I am grateful that our relationship is ending now, because from there I can do many things that I can develop more and can try new things such as climbing mountains.

Thank you now Saraswati, for showing your true nature so that I can look for someone else who is better than you, of course, for my future marriage. Whoever you are? Wait for me who is traveling here to pick you up.