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Chapter 9 - pour it all out

From the top of the bull mountain in Purwakarta, for the last time I spit out all my hatred with a scream that no one will listen to and a heart that begins to feel at peace, I have returned to my former self

Thank you God, you have made me realize through your beautiful creation here, the peak of Mount Ox, Purwakarta. Slowly day by day I'm passing now I'm getting used to living life without you now time is passing and the next day on September 19, 2019 I left for Surabaya because there was a call at one of the national shipping companies there that needed a cadet deck and coincidentally the only person who I just passed the screen prola exam, without further ado I went by bus between provinces, the journey from Subang to Surabaya took approximately 11 hours using the bus.

You could say it was my first experience wandering away from home, leaving behind all the memories that have ever existed for the sake of the ideals that I had to achieve. It was indeed hard to step away from my family but all of this I did for a better future and my first sailing experience.