Life at the girl's home wasn't all that great for me!! Life at the children's home were more greater for me than here even though they use to beat us slot and punishes us when we do anything that is wrong, the house mother's here are very strict on us especially when it comes on to Boy's 🙄. They always telling us that before we think about sex, we must think about our education first. At one point they use to lock us up in the dorms, so that we could not get out said of the girls home because some of the other girls use to jump over the wall and went to there boys friend, some of them used to runaway an never returned till the next day. Some of the other girls are very bad because of that the house mother's used to punishes us most of the times!! I wasn't a bad child, you know just wanted someone to love me and see's me just for who I am an take me like one of there own!! I remember one night in December all of the girls supposed to go out. In Jamaica there is this particular event call grand-market an were people go out to sport, there are a lot of food, music and dancing people from all over Jamaica celebrate this special event of the year leading up to Christmas. We were to go out for grand-market night, the director who is in charge of the girl's home leave money for us on that night, so we can buy whatever it is we want for ourselves and to enjoy ourselves 🥳🥳🥳 but it wasn't so for us. The house mother's who was working at that time miss Fagan and miss Riley they did not let us go, miss Fagan and miss Riley lock us up that night in our dorms they got hungry on us for nothing they even beat us, miss Fagan even make some ugly remark statements about us, I was trying not to cry but I did cryðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ that night!!. The next day was Christmas and not even a visitor didn't come to visit us, we were still locked in the dorms we eat out meals we do everything into the dorms that day. We didn't get to see the sunshine 🌞 even though rain was fall from the night before grand-market but they could have let us go to the event, I was only sixteen at the time. Sometimes they hit us really hard an then another time they punishes us for nothing, is that just wicked?? I have to do a lot of duties before I go to school, I normally go to school on the evening shift, like from (12) o'clock to 5 o'clock, I always prepare my lunch to bring with me, sometimes coming home from school there are always some boy's at the girl's home gate looking over the gate, most of the times they don't want nothing just to fool around with us but they couldn't touch us because security guards with guns were at the gate securing the home but most of the times am afraid to pass them cause I don't know what is in there mind am telling you those boys!! Are very dangerous guys noone in the community don't trust them!!. Talking of school do you remember the story about this guy at my school name Damion and how he's trying to get my attention for some while now and what happened to me on my school sport day with me and him!! lol well there is this other guy my Dave like me off so badly!!! lol O Lord what is it with me and these guys, I just kept asking myself.!!!lol!!lol!!😆😆😆😆😆.