It is Saturday morning🌞!!🙃🤗🙃🙌🤚✋ Saturday!!!!!! Saturday!!!!!!!! With a loud shout!!!! Thank's to God I don't have to see Damion nor Dave today I am free 🙌💃💃!! We at the girls home didn't have any music to listen to that would relaxes our minds to keep focus on what we are doing!! On Saturday morning time at the girls home, I had to do all of my duties which consist of help to clean up my dorm, wash my clothes, ironing, clean all the passage walk ways by polishing them, help to prepare breakfast an also do all my school homeworks, starting from algebra to biology as soon as all that is finished for the day then I go an play yeah!!🤹🤹🤹O😧you must be wondering 🤔 do teenager's play ⛹️🤼yes of course,😊 we are not ironers nor a metal piece of man!! Yes teenager's do play we are humans you knew!!! I love to play🤼🤾🤹. In Jamaican terms we don't use the word play, we say (ramp). For me I usually love to play sports especially football and basketball, sometimes I would play with the other girls, sometimes I play by myself!! My main sports is track an filed 🏃I love to run, I do alots of it when I was at at the children's home!! My favorite hubby is swimming, 🏊 swimming is very fun thing to do, this type of activity helps to keep your mind and muscles relax, it also relief stress from the body when ever you swim!! It never matters to me when I had to do all of that work before I can go and play, because working help me to forgot about Dave and Damion and all that happens to me at school for the week!!! It is so very funny how someone likes you with out your knowledge??🙂 It's very funny 🙂 in Jamaica terms we says (it funny euh, lol😆😆😆)😜😆😆😆😄😄😁😶. On Saturday evenings, after completing all of my duties from in the morning also doing my school work!! I relaxes myself after having all that fun, when ever my body get all worked up, I drink a glass of water to down myself and I also drink some water before I go an have a shower🧖♀️!! I like to smell good and look good too!!💃. For most of the girls here they would watch the television are some of them even on the telephone talking to their family numbers for me after having my shower 🧖♀️ I would prepare my clothes for church 💒. I loved the house of the Lord when I was at the children's home, they always let us go to church with the older kids but those were some amazing times to remember, going to church,for me was fun when I was at the children's home, when ever we goes to church we the litter one's always get bag juice+snacks to eat I really do have fun going to church when I was there. Here at the girls home we leave for church at (9)o'clock, Sunday school being at (10) o'clock midday worship service starts at (12) o'clock, just like any regular church service we sing🎤, we pray 🙏🏼 by crying out to God, we read the Bible but wow!! We did had a great time in the, house of the Lord. God his good am telling you he's good to me I can't complain🙏🏿. When we get back from church we get our dinner but straight to the dorm when we are finish eating. When i went into my room, I just dropped on the bed and felt right asleep, I never wake up until the next day when I am going, to school. Sometimes in the girl's home it feels like prison to me because I never got much privilege that other girls would get, living with their family's, I always feel left behind because I don't knew my family, especially my mother who I have not knew since I were a baby. Sometimes in ourlife's we all need a best friend, sometimes we just need someone to express ourselves to, someone who you can talk with, someone who understands what you're trying to say to them, someone apart from who you know!!👫. Sometimes as teenager's we need lots of attentions but most of the times we intended to want, all of the attention in the world coming especially from our mother's. I don't really knew how much a mother (Love's) feel!! cause I never gotten it before I heard that a mother's Love is a very, special kind of love that bond both mother and child, I can just imagine 🤔. often times I feel like no one really do care's about me and they (Hate's)!me for what reason I don't really care that if they hate's!! me or not. I never knew how does it feels to, have a best friend looking out for me!! nor to show any interest in me🙍 but sometimes I don't l really let it bothers me!! Sometimes I pray and asked the Lord to let my parent's come looking for me! I even try to find them on my own but it was unsuccessful. teenager life can be reallycomplicated especially when you don't have any family of your own, sometimes I ask myself the question, why does my family forsaken me? especially my mother or why did I not get the chance to know them, or why can't i meet them? or why can't someone fosters me?? I as myself so many why, so much Why!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 maybe am not to grow with anyone, are maybe I am an alien. Sometimes thou🤔 I wonder when am I ever going to get the chance to find them and if I do succeeded! when would I meet them but another time I say's to myself am I ever going to find/know them!!!! I even goes far to say to myself, what color are my family?? How do they look?? these are the questions I asked myself Sometime's!! Sometimes as teenager's girl we get very emotional especial when we Love's a boy but why? you say that you love me when it's not true. Why? you said that, really really care for me when you know that, it's all a lie.💐💐💐💐💐👩❤️💋👨👩❤️💋👨👩❤️💋👨👩❤️💋👨🌻🌻🏵️🏵️🌺🌺💖💝