You wouldn't believe me if I say to you that till two days ago she was talking to me like she can't live without me, these exams shouldn't happen. these exams have forced us to live far from each other. Why these exams are happening? Why doesn't it finished now?
We were behaving like a typical love bird who has been caged by these exams and is just waiting for a time to fly from here and never come back.
During this time we used to talk from morning to night as we were unable to meet each other and I was explaining the concepts along with the love bird talks.
These are also my most cherished, amazing, and beautiful memories in my short love life. Or you can say that my first love where she was my healer.
During this time we also made a promise to each other that we will always be there for each other at any junction of life and never leave each other.
I also planned to marry her after the exam results were out and then make her most happy person in the world.
Our life was so full of love every day, every hour, every minute, every second, it was so sweet and enjoyable that I never want to wake up again.
I mean I love her to the core of my heart, with my everything and she also loved me as I was her with everything.
After all, we have faced so many problems in the last two years we spend together and never left each other during these times.
But today or now she is behaving it's like I am invisible to her. I was never a part of her life. it was just my illusion. Or all these past two years just my illusion nothing was real among these.
I don't know why she is behaving like this, after all, we have faced so many challenges together, so many ups and downs, and I have also given up so many chances in my life and paved a way for us.
So you can understand my feeling and the reason why I am behaving so muddleheaded now.
I hardened my resolve now to talk to her at any cost and come to the bottom of it as I can't make on carrying on like this.
This is the only best thing I can think to do now which is to sort out this matter otherwise if things get dragged on for more time then it will just kill me more and more.
To tell you guys that I loved her more than anything in the world I have given everything to her.
Now that she is doing all these things as if she is trying to convey that I am the worst for her now that shouldn't exist for her and the way she is behaving it's like I am her enemy.
I hardened my resolve and want to talk to her at any cost and make her come back to me.
But also I am so afraid of the feeling I have right now that she will break up with me, the moment I try to clear things up and leave me and go away from my life.
All the things that are surrounding me or happening around me are very much are in fact, a way of trying their best to break us apart and to keep each other apart and remove each other from each other's life.
Now I have to think is that what I gonna do to stop that and find the root cause so that we can be with each other and not against each other and far from each other.
Now that I think about it, it can be because of the exams too we just had completed our board exams and mathematics was so tough and her paper may not be better as these papers decide-out future college.
Maybe because of that she is upset and doesn't want to talk to me.
I think if I could talk to her maybe I can ease her worries and also get the answers to my question as I have a feeling that things are not as easy as it seems to be on the surface.
The reason she is behaving like this is also because of this reason and now I had to find out if I can talk to her.
But I can't do anything against it as I also can't live without her so the only thing I can do right now is to talk to her and clear the misunderstanding or find the reason and solve it to ease the pain for me.
But as I thought about whether it a misunderstanding and there are any other reasons but it has never been as severe as it is now.
We had many petty fights like these earlier but she had never behaved like this which bring a chill around my spine.
After all, she is so adamant about not talking to me, or hear anything from me.
It's killing me as I can't express my feeling at this moment and can only say that now I am feeling like millions of ants are biting my heart at the moment and will never leave till they gnaw my whole heart.
At the same time, I can't withstand it as she was my life after all but now just I can't just find the reason? of why these are all happening now.
Why she is talking to me like this?
After this much time, we have spent together and why she is doing all this.
After all, we have spent so much time together why now? Why not earlier? Why at a time like this?
So I steeled my heart and contacted her and last night just from what happened yesterday night too she was chatting like I am such a nightmare in her life or like an annoying fly that's always buzzing around her.
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