buzz... buzz... buzz...
As I sat there staring at the screen and knew that whoever had called it has to be picked up and the obstacle has to be faced so I clicked on the receive the button.
As I hoped to hear her voice so that all the pain can be taken away but all this became a dream.
The moment I hear the male voice that was my best friend who also said in a low voice.
" I have contacted her and asked her to talk to you but she said that all the things that I have to say to him had already been spoken and there is no need for us to talk to each other anymore."
" Nitin I know that you are very badly hurt I don't know to want to talk to you so I only ask you to stay there and wait for me I will be there in an hour at your home."
" Just stay here and be safe"
After hearing him saying that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore I just sat there in a daze with the phone still holding on to my ears and I even not heard anything that he said after that only a single thing keep repeating in my head.
Don't contact me ever again...
Don't contact me ever again...
How can I stop contacting her?
I have always loved her with all my heart and she was everything to me.
Now suddenly she is asking me to forget her. It is like asking me to kill myself but I can still do that for her.
And the thing till now I don't understand is why does she have to do all these things now and suddenly too when we were having a good time with each other during these days.
Or these things were just my illusion? Or in reality, we were even happy together or not.
All these things are confusing me I don't even know what is phantasm and what is reality.
Or there is something that is not in the light, that I don't know about this situation, she has been hiding something from me.
Was there any truth behind anything she told me? about the time we spend time together. Or was it my dream that I have dreamt about having the time spent together?
But I think I remember something now what she asked me to do at last is to kill myself. That's her wish which I am gonna fulfill her.
There I was sitting in a daze and thinking about those things and even I don't know when I had a knife in my hands and the tip of the knife was at my wrist but I was still hoping that she would call me to stop it now.
Also at the same time, my mind keeps flashing about the time I lived my life that we spend together.
At the same time, other things keep flashing in my mind to my only family, my friends and there were also many regrets in my life that have to be completed.
There were also the things I had not done that I had dreamt about completing but all these are fruitless now as I have to complete the wish of my favorite person.
I was still thinking about all these things and unknowingly I had slashed my wrist with the knife and the knife has fallen to the ground with a dull sound.
Now there was red color all there around me but when people see this color it makes people so good and made them think what a vibrant color as this is.
As the blood flows out through my vein I can feel the life seeping out of mine slowly and slowly it feels so peaceful and my eyes sleepy too as I wished before to go for an eternal slumber.
It feels like the poison which had been in my body for a long time has been seeping out of my body as I was closing my eye for the slumber.
I heard the sound of the door breaking open and the last sound I heard before closing my eyes was.
Nitin!!!!
You all are intrigued by how I can't read the true face of the girl? and even ended my own life well it is all about love, love makes people blind same for you and it wasn't the same for me too.
But would you believe me if I say the facade she has shown in front of me was true of the girl smitten in love with me? and it was truly like a girl in love not like she came up to me for a purpose.
But all these facades that she has shown in front of me were all to spend some time with me and taking all the things off value?
Or ruining my life?
Or for what?
What was the true motive that she came to my life? as I always remembered she was the one who came near me.
Who started this?
After hearing so much of my rambling you all also want to know all these answers to these questions?
Then I think you all would also like to know my past too?
Also about the thing that who I am?
Who is she?
and what is also happening here?
I also wanted the answers to all this.
So finding the answers I have a solution for all these
Would you like to know my solution?
Well, that is simple.
Think about it
Can't think about it
Then let me the solution.
It is a very simple solution
That is,
Why don't you all listen to my story?
Help me find those answers that I am unable to find now
And also to see if these answers really exist there or not?
Or she was just too perfect in her facade that even you can't find out.
Who is she?
Why did she do this to me?
Why?
Why?
Why?
WHy?
WHy?
WHy?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
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