Here, you go a beautiful cup of tea, she told and turned back to give me the cup.
As soon as she turned back I changed the direction of the hand and pointed on the walls, and asked what does this painting mean?.
It is a Chinese ming dynasty painting, is it looking good?
yes yes,' it is lovely'.
seems like you are sweating a lot, everything okay? she asked me.
yes, it's just this humid thing, I m fine I told with a smile.
{but what's happening inside me was a war in between my hormones, my heart is thumping very hard, my brain isn't supporting me, I was just a few inches far from that tattoo, what would happen, if I touched her and she did not like that and she would have thrown me out, multiple thoughts were hitting on me, I m being perplexed, I don't know what the hell was I about to do, then I decided to leave this place}
let's go to the hall, it will be better, lucy told.
The tea was lovely, same as how you look, I told with a smirky smile.
she blushed, said oh! please no, and laughed.
{yes, this is how I mess up things. I don't know why the hell I compared her with tea, but it was spontaneous, nothing was intentional.}
ok, then I guess I should be leaving now, I had a great time with you and also I need to get back to work.
oh is it so? ok then fine. Feel free to come, you can come here any time told soothingly.
Thank you Mrs.lucy I will, for sure.
{I was expecting she would say have some food and go, Argh, I need to be with an empty stomach today}
I was about to leave, unexpectedly the doorbell rang, I was shocked by hearing the ring, who could be there on the other side the cops, her boyfriend, or someone else.
I looked at her, she was also tensed because no one comes to her house.
She went near the peephole. For the first time, I have seen a tense expression on her face.
who's there outside, please tell me. I whispered.
she told it was her father!
{i felt a bit relaxed after hearing the name father. Wait, what the hell would he think when he sees me with his daughter alone in the house, and I was just a stupid small vendor, I started imagining the police bars, the jail, and my new friends in jail!)
Go and hide in the bathroom, don't come out till I say go fast she said with a little tremble.
I went into the bathroom.
I was not knowing what the hell was happening, I m pissed off!. I can hear the murmuring, but I couldn't understand what they are speaking! one side of my heart is filled with anxiety other part became sad because it did not get what it wants, and will be caught for doing nothing.
So in order, not to get perplexed I started counting the tiles on the floor.
(one...two ..five .....twelve....)
Ah, my apologies, I did not expect my father would come at this time!
But why did he come? asked out of curiosity.
He was just passing by from here, so he decided to visit me and go.
Oh, Thank god. It was a big relief to me. when I was coming out of the bathroom, didn't watch my steps, and hit my leg to the door-sill.
ouch, I shouted in agony. she turned back and asked what happened?
your door-sill bulged my feet, it's paining I shouted! why is this bloody door sill raised this much high!
I m sorry, let me help you out and this was the first time our bodies touched each other, don't know about her but, my pulses raised, my body temperature started getting low. Although the hurt was not much painful. But I don't want to lose that contact between our bodies. So I added a little more drama to it. Those soft little hands catching my arms are a memorable one to remember. We walked slowly towards the bed, and I sat on the bed stretching my leg. She went to bring a pain killer cream from the living room.
{that moment I felt I was loved, cared and everything because after a long time I met someone like her, a tear fell from my eye by seeing her gentle gestures}
She took a bit of cream on her index finger and slowly started massaging, Although it was a bit painful, I was enjoying those circles drawn on my feet. I know my legs were stinking but still, she didn't hesitate to rub, might be these are the qualities an ideal woman will be having. All I was doing is staring at her beautiful eyes and that small pointed nose.
stop staring at me, she told looking down with a bit of shyness. I don't know from where did I get that confidence and courage, I went closer to her and kissed her soft hands. Yes! I kissed her hands. I could see a bit of hesitation in her eyes but she didn't say anything. after few seconds I again kissed her hands, then slowly I touched her face, I could feel those eyebrows, then I slowly rubbed my thumb on her lower lip. There was complete silence around us, our heartbeats were rising slowly. I raised her chin, but she closed her eyes, I went near to her, that's when for the first time I kissed her. The moment we started kissing each other, I observed that she was much more eagerly waiting for this moment because I could feel that passion in kissing. It was amazing. I slowly unstripped her beautiful bohemian dress. The next few minutes we made passionate love. This was the time where our souls met. we observed the wanting of each other souls, After many hard days, I had this beautiful day. Our body got tightly connected, that we did not permit air to go in between us. That passionate was our making of love. This was how we made our first love. Later, we both started looking at the roof. I don't know whether I should look into her eyes or no. We did not utter a word, but I felt a little irritating. I decided to look into her eyes, when I turned to her, I saw her eyes were closed, I thought she was looking at the roof but she wasn't. she went back to her dreams. I didn't feel like disturbing her. With a sigh of grief, I turned around and was scanning the room. There was a stool in the room, on top of that there was a transparent box in which her art materials and things were placed. I grabbed that box and opened it to see, what all things are there. ( I am always like this I watch other things with no authorization). I saw some craft papers, scissors, paint brushes, mini paints and there were few fluorescent-coated yellow pencils. That moment I felt I have seen that pencil somewhere. Where did I see this pencil?
LONG BACK AGO,
Mom, I m getting late for school and also I m not hungry, I m leaving bye.
I will not spare you if you step out of the house, came loud voices from the kitchen.
{ yes, that's my mother. her name is Shree. she is a beautiful cook. of course, every son loves her mother's food. Because after entering into this world the first food we taste is our mother's food only. isn't it?. I am in 1st grade. My school is near to our house. I go daily by walk}
Forcefully I need to fill my mouth with a sandwich, bye mom. (mother's love )
I started walking to school. I was the topper of my class. Everyone loves to talk and be with me. I was very friendly with everyone. one day one of my classmates sat beside me. Her name was Amy. she was very cute. we were good friends. I still remember what happened that day. Because I couldn't forget that moment. The teacher was explaining a lesson. we kids won't listen to what they were explaining. Amy took my pencil and said this fluorescent pencil is nice. I love this color so much, she told and I just smiled. Then what next she has done I did not anticipate !.she took mine and her pencil and went down the bench. she signaled me to come down and I said no, the teacher will scold us. ( i was a little disciplined you know right). then she told me if the teacher asks we will tell the pencil fell on the ground!. ( isn't this excuse reasonable)
then I went down, initially, we gigged by seeing each other. Then she came closer and kissed me ( i m still disciplined lad ). well, It was nice. I didn't feel anything and didn't say anything at that time but later after few minutes, I understood. omg! that was my first kiss! yes, I got my first kiss when I was in my first standard.{isnt it a normal thing, kissing someone when you're in small age?}