Despite the frustration of being taught by what seems to be another version of herself did Kira find it quite refreshing, ultimately nothing was said that she didn't already know, but being forced get the subjects out in the open and addressed is another matter, its no secret that everyone tends to try to avoid subjects they find uncomfortable and she had to admit that she was no different in that regard.
She was however getting concerned, spontaneously developing a disassociate identity disorder is often not a good sign, regardless of you enjoying interacting with your split personality or not.
"instinct as you called yourself, mind answering a few questions about yourself?" Kira said and quickly added on "And please don't just provide a deadpan reply of you being me, as I am aware of that fact"
tilting her head slightly to the side the girl replied that Kira was free to go ahead.
"So first thing on the agenda would be clarification, right now your purpose seems to be removing my current mental denial in the regards to the situation I am in, your focus have been aggressive in terms of getting me to realise what I'm not instead of trying to explain what I am.
This based on my experience would be the gateway to help me find the question to what I am as it was one of the most common methods I used to use on the kids back on earth, you must first get rid of labels and hats other people have provided you regardless of how comfortable they are to be able to answer the question, you find too many kids trying to be someone they aren't in an attempt to fulfill either what their parents keep telling them they are or other influences in their life, not before they accept those to be artificial labels that other people have provided them and not necessarily accurate can they move on and question who they are if they do it before will they constantly be affected by confirmation bias.
that said, if you with 100% guarantee knew the answer to the above question without needing to first remove any and all denial and confirmation biases, then it would have been quicker to directly let me know, hence my assumption is simple you don't know the answer, and I'm somehow suspecting that neither do you care
So here is the question instinct
What is your purpose, DID is rarely a condition achieved unless you experience severe trauma or shit is hitting the fan.?
I'm excluding the fact that for humans does it need to be developed in the reformative years of brain development as ... well I've literally been reborn so I'm not going to assume it an impossibility in that regard"
For the first time did Kira notice her counterpart falter for a moment before starting to look very determined.
"Well nothing is really a secret here, I am you, and you are me, ultimately are we capable of the same thought process and share the same experience, I would however like to correct you in the assumption of DID, I'm closer to a temporary construct here in a last ditch attempt to erase your self denial and allow the full absorption of the core as the denial is quite literally killing you, my purpose was never to give you answers because I don't have them, my purpose is simple, I'm here to remove the barriers you've put up in regards to accepting yourself, the reason I introduced myself as your instinct is simple, that is currently the part you've locked down the tightest, this is nothing new, not once during your former life did you ever act out before having considered what the consequences were.
this is not to say you didn't listen to your instincts when something felt off, but you've gained a new vessel and with that new instincts have emerged but because those don't necessarily fall into the logical category of the instincts you knew did you immediately lock them away, not saying you're supposed to always react on instinct your control and ability to keep them in check regardless of what type is impressive, but you didn't just decide not to act on these you outright denied their existence, and upon doing so are you denying your new self and in proxy also the core Inari have provided which is still merging with your soul, as it will continue to merge new and probably even more foreign instincts will awake, but it is important that even if you don't act on them acknowledge and accept their existence.
ultimately you are right it is an inflated truth to claim I'm your instinct, because I'm not, I'm merely an emergency construct created by you to drive this message home, not much different from how a white blood cell is created for a singular purpose, and I won't be sticking around once the job is done, however this space is yours nothing is ever going to stop you from creating another mental construct of yourself like me, or for the heck of it even other people which will be created with all information you have on them including subconscious and instinctive knowledge, consider that a freebie from me.
only thing left is I want to show you what happened after your subconscious hijacked you to this realm and created me, as I had a brief moment of needing to control your body to ensure no problems would occur."
Kira immediately got flooded with information it could best be described as a first person vr experience operating at extremely high speed.
She couldn't help but gasp when she felt herself jump and land on the fence without any issues, growing up had kira always been a massive clutz on two legs, and she kind of accepted that she probably couldn't get any bigger proof of her own denial, she hadn't actively thought about it but she just assumed based on her old life it was impossible, now to make matters more convoluted both Shino and Yin was kneeling, she could easily feel the imposing force she was projecting, Kira didn't really enjoy the revelation but a hirachy had clearly been established, and it had nothing to do with respect for her new mom.
Kira truly struggled with accepting that revelation the fact she can jump around like some individual from an anime, somehow seemed a lot easier to digest than acknowledging that there was a clear hirachy and not only based on the kids which is normal, every civilization have some sort of it, thinking back to her school days were cliques and people trying to climb the social ranking ladder only too vivid a memory, the big problem here was it was something growing up Kira had always hated, and have trough her entire life done her best to stay out of it, and all of a sudden she have become the queen be, and not only for her age group even the teacher was bending down in a much more extreme form of servitude.
the worst part was the feeling she had experienced from the memory ... it had felt natural, and right, if this was part of her instinct that she needed to accept she suddenly understood why she was in the situation she was in as every single part of her was screaming at her to deny what she just experienced.
the last part of the memory was a bit more uneventful if she disregarded the fact that Yin looked like she had just won in lottery and Shino who were supposed to be an adult looked a bit jealous?
Kira couldn't quite put her finger on what exactly had caused that to happen but she was still too shocked to go over the events properly.
"And there you have it, I am quite aware of your inner turmoil right now, the denial is roaring, but you need to remember you're not forced to act on it, but it is important you acknowledge and accept it, but given time you might find it harder and harder not to act on these instincts"
The little girl interjected, Kira still had a hard time associating the girls looks with herself, "just another thing to add to the pile I guess" she thought to herself.
Her other half suddenly stood up and looked at her intently, "hmm, it seems I've actually succeeded my task, it's not perfect but I'm definitely feeling the core returning to a healthy state, with that I guess that is my job done, normally you would just need to dismiss me, but since you're nowhere near the ability to be in control in here yet did I get created with a few tricks, one would be my ability to wake you back to the real world, the second would be the ability to dismiss myself, the fox magic you're born with is some serious stuff it almost have a will of its own, I'm sure Mom can teach you more when you are ready, as for now will I wish you luck"