I opened my eyes with the first glimpse of sun, the warm rays where touching me, suddenly I realized that I slept beside Shashyank last night, we shared not only the room but same bed, his tip-toes where touching my leg, he looked handsome and cute both at the same time even while sleeping, never imagined that this man will be sleeping beside me. He has the beautiful persona which he carries. I wanted to see him more closely, his head, broad and beautiful, his eyelashes thin and long, his nose just upright, his lips were like someone has drawn it with crayons sharp and pink, his cheek bones defining the beauty of his face, his Adam's apple giving his long neck a perfect surprise. He is having an angelic face that no one can resist, a lustful thought everytime whenever I see this man, to touch him once, to stare in his eyes, to make love with every inch of his body, to kiss him like there is no tomorrow. yes, I don't know why I am attracted to him, why I am having these thoughts, why I want to do everything for him, I am in love with him, only him. yes~yes~yes, I , Ravish rajput is in love with Shashyank Shivpuri.
Suddenly he wakes up and sees me, smiling foolishly and lost in my own thoughts, and greets me 'Good morning.'
My eyes met him and I fall off the bed and as fast as I can stand up like some military man greeting his elder 'GOOD MORNING '.
He surprisingly stares at me with his wide open and says ' woahhh Ravish, you really an energetic person, good, today we are going to deal with the project, I hope, you have made your preparations.'
'Prepa....ons...ohhh yess, obviously I have prepared everything, don't worry, this project is ours' "I replied to him.
why I was thinking some other stuffs in this broad daylight, I have really gone insane. What If he sees through me, what If he knows my true feelings, Oh God I can't let him know, this surely make him hate me. I have to get ready.
We reached to the office of our client, today we are bidding a deal so that we can have this project, our team has given so much of their hardwork, we have to grab this deal for further growth, this is a do and die situation, atleast for me it is.
I was standing at the podium to deliver the main thought of our marketing plan and how they are going to get benefitted at the low cost with covering so many areas of market. Somehow I know that, there is someone watching me, who is having confidence in me and I know I can do it, I have to prove that his decision of leading me to this project is right.
we were sitting at the waiting area for the final announcement, I was too nervous that my hands were shivering, but shashyank, hold my hand and told me, that don't worry, whatever will be the result, it is our and we will surely overcome it. Finally our name was announced and we won the deal, he just hugged me so tight giving me a pat at my back and saying, "We won"
I never believed in myself before but this time it was him who encouraged me and believed in me. Now I was sure about my feelings and I have made up my mind, whatever the result will be, I will let him know my feelings, my emotions for him. I can't hold these inside and may be I can't expect love but Atleast I can expect a true friendship from him.
We were sitting at the beach, having beer cans in our hands and toasting each other limitless times.
Shashyank: Such a beautiful sky, never scene so many stars, never had the moment with anyone else, but today, Ravish, I really want to thank you for making me proud of myself, for believing in me and my decision, I never desired of anything else, but wanted to show my dad that I can do sometimes without his help, that I can make my own decisions. Today I really want to celebrate. I really want to show him that my decisions were never wrong, I whenever wanted to do something on my own, he yelled at me for not doing it right or not taking rightful decisions, that's why I left his house, I worked part-time and with my self earned money I started this start-up, but I never thought that this will be a success, but after I met you, I gained so much confidence in myself, thankyou for being with me Ravish, I hope you will always be with me.
I Suddenly felt an ache in my heart after hearing those words, he was so happy yet he seems so pitiful to me, why he was hiding such immense pain in his heart, I want to see him happy and cheerful, but today why I am seeing this side of him.
I was having these thoughts in my mind and staring at him and then I can't hold myself.
'I LOVE YOU' "I confessed. "
'What?' he said by looking surprised or shocked can't determine.
'I said I love you, I know am a man, can't be having these thoughts, but I can't resist myself, can't hold those feelings anymore, I can't say when and why I Suddenly felt this way towards you but may be it is a first sight love. I know you will hate me for this, but I don't expect anything from you beside friendship, even if it is hard, you can fire me.' "I was letting out all my emotions in one go, thinking may be I will not have the chance in future and suddenly a soft, wet and heavy breath touched my lips and took my jumbled words away, made me crave for more, my eyes were open, I realized that Shashyank lips were touching me, I closed my eyes and got swoon with the flow of his kiss.
I held him with one hand making soft touch and swirling my tongue in his mouth, touching his hand with another, with little sweet moans we hold tightly onto each other. only listening to our moans and the breeze passing through little space between us.
A beautiful night with a most lovable person, a night well spent, can't remember when we fall asleep in each other's arm.