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Chapter 8 - love, lust, confusion.

Shashyank was going for setting new deals in Mumbai. This was an important deal of his life as this will give our company a new boom. He was going there for one week and I was missing him from now. At this point of relationship we really have grown such an affection for each other. After this deal I wanted him to propose to live together. I always felt an ache in my heart whenever I didn't see him at my side in the morning, and this feeling of emptiness always wants me to run to him and hug him tightly and he always asked me what I was feeling but a confusion of his reaction always takes me down. Even I knew that he would be happy, may be he would also think of the same, but I wanted to tell him with some pomp-n-show and I always wanted his reaction in loving way.

Well, our love never had any awkwardness with each other.

"Do you want to come with me, or if you want, I can postpone this." Shashyank said.

"What? noo...I never want you to do these type of things for me, just come with a good news, that's all I want, have a nice trip and Don't miss me too much." I replied.

"You know what, I really like this about you, don't worry, I will definitely come with a good news." He said.

"Love you".

"Love you too."

He was having an early flight at 6:00 AM, so we Prepared everything and left for the Birsa munda Airport at 5:00 AM. He hugged me and went inside the aerodrome. I came back to office as I was having some work to be taken care off .

Ahh... one week, I don't know how I was going to spend those one week without him, He has became my habit, his essence of love, his smell, his touch, I was craving for it, and it's just one day, God..there was six more days without him.

This week was really going as slow as tortoise. I was missing him at that extent that even I didn't got any calls from him, Yes I know that he was busy and working for the companies benefit. But what should I do, the boyfriend inside me has woken up and I was missing him whole week. But this wait was going to end as this week has finally came to it's end. I messaged him If I can come to Airport to pick him up, but he refused, he said we are having a guest so he will come with them directly to the office.

I was excited all day long that finally the wait is over, and am going to meet him.

He really made me crave for him, I can't even imagine how he was this whole week, did he missed me, did he wanted me as much as I do.

Well I was eager to see him so I came to office as early as possible. Following the time every body else came and we prepared for their welcome.

His plane landed at the right time, in half n hour he will be here with some guest from the organization. Well as there is not a doubt that we got the deal and finally we are going to enter the International market very soon. Everything was prepared for their surprise and they came in the lobby. I was the one who is going to give a good welcome hug with a surprise proposal of living together.

I came in the lobby and he was right there infront of me smiling, I took a step towards him but got frozed there, as I saw something unbelievable. That person was there behind him and saw me.

Mitali, she was back, she approached me with a smile and hug and I was stunned to see her, this was a shock for me.

"Ravish, oh my god, I can't believe this is you, Long time no see." She was saying while kept hugging me.

I was standing there and caught a gaze with Shashyank, all our surprise and happiness started to fade away, he didn't know about mitali and I knew at that very moment that this is a blow for him.

"Ravish..Rav..Ravish...woahhh I really surprised you, isn't it?"

" What are you doing here?" I asked her.

" She is that person whom our client has send to help us with the International market, she is the foreign relationship handler of our client. You know each other?" Shashyank said.

" Off course we know each other, I am his girlfriend. " she said.

"Ex-girlfriend." I replied.

"Why don't you rest mitali, after that we will discuss our plan and I'll introduce you to our team." Shashyank said.

He stared at me and came into the meeting room, somehow I followed him, he was standing there with hands on his waist, I knew something is off, but I had to deal with this, even I was not sure about mitali after seeing her. I came and gave him a back hug, he turned around and I kissed him, well this kiss was somewhat had a mixed feeling of lust and confusion. He removed my hand as he was shocked after the whole scenario.

" I really want to kiss you Ravish, but right now am not feeling that way, you never told me about her, you didn't even mentioned her to me, I knew you had a break-up but didn't even mentioned her name. I am really confused right now, she is even seeing you as her boyfriend not even an ex. How are you going to deal with this Mr. Ravish rajput? I was there whole week working and now this, I am not saying that it's wrong to have a past, but you should have told me, now we have got a good opportunity, what if she uses you because of this."

"Shashyank, I apologize but you are really exaggerating everything, you are interpreting the things which are not meant to be, I know she is childish to say that, but this is really not going to happen."

" Huhh.. really..you think so, in this whole week I have atleast came to know that she is a cunning wench, that's why she is here, if she really loved you or even worried about you, she never ever had left you like that."

" Shashyank, we finally got to see eachother and I don't want to spoil the mood, she is not worth mentioning, don't worry I will take care of everything, If she continues to be on her that boyfriend thing, I will clear it for you, and even tell her about our relationship. "

He slams his fist on the desk and get out of the meeting room. He introduce all the staff to her and also send her to companies guest house.

At this very moment I was in the dilemma of being in a relationship and seeing some other person who was once love of my life.