"What in the world?" I get the fact that he was resurrected but this near to me.
"Oh!, this doesn't feel right," I said while going away in a hurry while He was looking at me in silence.
I found my house and entered. It felt familiar but really lonely. No one was there and I was alone in this whole big place.
I stepped in shouting my voice out. "Finally I am free".
"Oh god! this is freedom" and jumped on the huge sofa. This was something I have seen before but this was good enough to refreshen me up.
"What should I do?", I said while entering my room.
There was everything that I would need. I sat on the chair, looking at the new notebooks on my table.
"Should I scribble on them? or should I write in them?", I kept on talking to myself and started to write all the things that happened to me. To make it less awkward I draw so many things around the sentences.
I had a warm shower, got dressed in more decent clothes, and jumped on my bed. I must have fallen asleep.
As the sun rays started to touch my silk bed making my bedsheets shine, I opened my eyes.
I saw something but at the same time, I was not sure about my eyes.
I touched the thing which was beside me. It was soft and warm.
I came to my senses when that soft warm thing opened its eyes.
The word, "good morning" was enough to make me jump out of the bed and run out of the room.
"Wasn't that him?"
I ran into the bathroom to call my sister, but as I closed the door of the bathroom I heard the main door getting unlocked. The problem was whether it was him leaving the house? or someone else is here?.
I fixed my hair and came out cause I had to face whoever it is. It was my sister and my parents. Why in the world would they come out at a time like this?
"Oh!, this is going to be my end for sure."
"Oh! God help me. Hope he is still in the room. I stepped out with suspicion developing in my mind. What's gonna happen? are they gonna kill me? or are they going to kick me out? and in the worst case would something bad happen to him?"
"Why should I even worry? I should be worried about myself.
"Hey sis did you have a good time with him?"
"Wait, what!"
Were you the one who sent that ignorant man to my place, and what's wrong with it? My dad asked making the usual face of his. "Nothing," I replied.
I sat on the sofa to make myself more comfortable. He came out of my room while I was making breakfast with my mom.
He sat at the dining table and started talking to my father. 'What are they talking this much? is he trying to sell me off to him?
It already happened once and I must be aware cause it might happen again.
Yuki, come here, my dad called me to him. I went there because I didn't want to get into trouble with him.
"Get ready to get married next Thursday," he said, suddenly. It felt like thousands of lightning struck on my head, my heart shrank in fear because I knew it was not going to end up well.
A car honked from outside. "It's time for me to go then farther in law."
"Farther in law, what now?" I shouted. "Who the hell said that you are a part of our family."
"Shut up Yuki," my father shouted at me.
He smirked at me while going away.
'Dad, can you explain to me what this whole marriage thing is? I just came alive and you guys want to get me married to some weirdo.'
"Don't you guys have a single bit of conscience? I just came out of the hospital, are you guys dumb or what?"
"Shut up will you," my mom shouted at me.
It was the first time she shouted at me like this, and it was her always who took my side.
My eyes started getting wet makings tears roll down my face.
"Is this how you are supposed to be talking to your parents?. You will not go out of this house starting today. Everything you need is here and you don't even have to step out, she kept shouting at me."
My tears rolled down my cheeks to my neck, neck to my nightgown, and made it wet. "Why should I even cry this much? Why am I crying anyway?"
'I told you that I am not getting married and that's the final decision. If you want me to get married to him it will be my dead body.'
"Yuki, go to your room right now."
What happened was enough to confuse my dad. His eyes were wide open and his mouth was shut in a situation like this for the first time.
I ran into my room hiding my face with my hair. I shut my door and jumped into my bed burying myself in the pillows.
It has been so hard for me all this time. Why should I go through all of this because of him? I already died once. Isn't it better to end me?
I have no one else by my side but I used to think at least I had my mom, but no longer. Next Thursday they will wed me to the same man who was obsessed with me and then killed me. Tell me why should I live? I kept talking to my pillows and the soft toys on my bed.
"How silly!", I punched the big teddy bear. It fell on the ground reminding me of how the dead fall on the ground.
I should do this right now, it's now or never. I grabbed my bedsheets making a rope to hang myself up.
After putting my head in the ring, I prayed nothing but luck for my family even they were always hostile towards me.
"I jumped down."
Goodbye, everyone...….