'What he said really troubled my mind. Why should I kill someone for me to live?
I have never done that and I will never do that. It doesn't hurt after all. If no one notices it, that means I will be fine.
' I kept thinking until I could get it out of my mind. The next moment I looked at the clock it was about to strike midnight. No one was here with me and I was completely alone. that's when an idea came into my mind.
"Since no one is here, maybe I should go play with my friends."
"Well well, let's see," I kept talking to myself opening my contacts.
It was a surprise but again not a surprise. There were no contacts other than a number saved as Samael, what the heck I said tapping on it to delete it but however my consciousness didn't let me do it.
"Oh goodness!, who am I to call now."
I got myself dressed in a turtle neck blouse and denim. "Woah! this is the style that I love." I said, Picking some cool metallic earnings from the jewelry box and got my head dressed with a barret. There were so many shoes to choose from but after all, I ended up choosing high-heeled black color boots which made me look like a gangster.
After admiring myself in front of the mirror for a long time I was finally ready to go out. Who cares I will probably die soon anyway. I said closing the main door after landing a kick on it. It was dark and no one was around. Not even the guards were there. I stole a peek at the guard room because there was barely any light there. But there was candles light on the floor with a bunch of flowers around it. To satisfy my curiosity I went near it and my heart skipped a beat when I saw the photo with the flowers. It was the gaur who created trouble the day I came here. Did I kill him? did he die because of me? thoughts started flooding my mind. It was not my fault, I finally let out a deep sigh after making up my mind.
Maybe I did kill him. However, he deserved that. I wonder whether he has had a family. It's my fault if they are abandoned. Maybe I should check on it after enjoying it for a while. I kept thinking while heading out. There was this jazz club where I used to go at least once a week. Maybe I should hit there. There were no taxis on the road but it felt nice to walk on the road even though my feet hurt. The club was illuminated with dim yellow light as usual and the smooth pop music was coming out of it. Which soothed my mind even before I took my first step inside.
The first step I took reminded me of the taste of the sweet coffee which I used to have often. The young crowd near the stage reminded me of my sweet youth, how I used to enjoy listening to music with my friends. A waiter reached out to me, Miss, is it the same table and the usual drinks? Hey Daniel, I replied with enthusiasm turning toward him. How are you doing? I am good. long time no see isn't it. By the way, what's up with your style. You don't look the same as usual. A breakup or is it soothing else, he smiled at me starting to tease me. Shut up, will you? I replied getting trigged at him. Oh ho, did you get pissed off? So that means it happened right. He said leaving pointing at the lonely alone table where I usually sit. The slows jams went deep into my heart. I didn't even notice when Daniel sat in front of me with my favorite coffee cup. "You never forget", I said smiling at him. How could I forget it when you are the only one who comes here at least 4 times a month at the same time.
'Something happened?, I started speaking because I had nothing to lose anymore'
'I hope everything is alright though.'
Nothing is alright, I burst out into tears. He stood up and pulled the chair closer to mine.
'Tell me what happened I will always believe you so don't worry and tell me everything.'
I have never talked about my private matters other than to him, who was a friend of mine from elementary school always helped me get out of my problems. He is the only one who was there for me whenever I was in trouble. When my parents didn't come to school when they were asked to his mom and dad always came with me to go meet the teacher. A lot of my classmates believed that he and I were twins but we never were we were just two good friends. "A friendship that would last a lifetime". So with tears falling out of my eyes, I started to explain what happened to me. It was so soothing to see him listening to me carefully but when it was supposed to end I could see his face change little by little. Did he not believe it too? I will slice myself up if I can't die. I ended.
Hey, why should you even do that? The fact that you came back alive is more than enough. So don't worry about anything and live your life. You know what I mean right? Yuki, listen to me very carefully I don't believe in that mythical stuff but since it was you, who told me I can't do anything but believe you and don't worry I will always be there for you and as for that marriage thing can you not just marry me?
Wait wait wait!! Why the hell are you talking about marriage? I spat out the coffee in my mouth.
I have been wanting to tell you this but I couldn't, all this time and I think it's finally the time to tell you this. I really like you and I have loved you for the past 15 years. It took me so much time to realize my feelings towards you but here I am in front of you. Please! accept me
He pulled out a ring from his pocket.....