I struggled and struggled while getting myself choked to death. 'Did I choose to do the right thing? or is this me who is acting like an idiot?'
Compared to what I have been through in the past few months, this is nothing. Should I just go back?
When I started to think like that, I didn't even realize I was long gone. Darkness consumed me making me see my hanged self on the roof. tears started falling out of my eyes. Those tears had turned red. I kneeled in front of myself and touched my toes they were cold as ice.
Is it me who is cold or is it my body that got cold? I don't know.
My head started to hurt. It was as if, I was shot through my head.
I gradually started to lose my sight. The only thing which appeared right in front of my eyes disappeared into nowhere and it was only me who was left alone in the darkness with pain.
As the light started to wake my eyes up I struggled, without even knowing where I was. When everything came into my sight, it was a complete mess and I was surprised to see myself still hanging.
To make me more surprised there were two huge wings attached to my back. I tried to turn around to touch them but still, I could not do that because I was hanging.
"If someone comes in?" That was what suddenly came into my mind.
Not a second after someone barged into the room. "What the hell do you think you are doing?"
"Why are you here!" I shouted at him
He jumped up in the sky, right in front of my eyes. His black wings went around me. It was getting tight and tight as he was coming closer to me.
"What are you up to?" I asked while trying to push him away.
He put his hands around my neck bringing his lips closer to mine. His soft lips touched mine making me dive in the feeling forgetting about what's happening. something went loose breaking the kiss between him and me.
I fell down while looking at him, who was shinning with his wings. Even though I thought I fell on the ground, the next moment I was in his arms.
He carried me on the bed leaving me on the pillows. He put the quilt on me and said.
"Your wings will assist you and heal you while you are asleep. I know that you didn't get a speck of sleep last night," and he went out of the room.
As he left my wings went around me, it felt like someone was hugging me. It was warm and soft. at the same time, it healed my heart which was stricken with sadness.
The sun had already gone down when I opened my eyes. I could smell an old glass of ice tea beside me.
Its coolness had gone down and water was dripping down, just because it was there for a while, I think he must be the one who put it here.
I put my legs out of the bed and played with my toes for a while. "Am I happy to be alive?, I started to think. However, I don't regret living either," I told the teddy bear on the floor.
I took a shower and went outside after getting dressed and I saw him lying on the sofa looking at the remote controller like it was a device that the aliens gave him.
He was cute,
"Wait! Wait! Wait! What am I even thinking about?"
Why do you keep staring at me, he spoke to me all of the sudden without even looking in the direction I was in.
"How did you see me? I never saw you looking at me."
"This is probably not the time to talk about that," he said.
"Sit down I want to talk to you."
"Who are you to order me around in my house? You have no right to do so and I demand you to get out of this house right now."
"Let me make myself clear, first of all, this is not your house to be exact this house belongs to both of us. I guess it answered most of your questions. If you are still not sure about that you can ask my secretary tomorrow morning."
"I am done so now come sit here, I have something to talk to you about." He spoke.
I sat down because I couldn't just ignore what he was saying.
"well let's see about what you have to talk about", I sat down frowning at him.
I can see that you are don't understand what you are doing," he said out of nowhere.
Being unable to control my words I said, "of course, I did it to be noticed," and he just smirked at me.
"Listen to me very carefully. The bodies we are staying in at the moment don't belong to us at all. It's true that they used to be ours but not anymore."
"So stop trying to hurt them by doing all sorts of things. Even if you try to do something you will never be able to do it unless you are completely resurrected as a demon or as a human in the human world."
"Both of us got spawned here because we two did something that is against the rules in the demon world."
"our main objective, for now, must be to stay low without letting anyone notice that we are weird."
"Now, look at yourself. Did you notice the bruises around your neck?"
I never notice anything because it didn't hurt at all but as he said it I just switched on the camera and took a look at it.
It was dark red. If someone sees this is probably going to create a whole mess.
"How can I heal this?," I asked because I had no one else to ask for.
"If you really want to heal your dead body you will have to absorb the energy of the living and that's will be all I say for today."
He grabbed his coat which was resting on the chair and went out of the house without even taking a glance.
Did he just say that I have to kill someone...?