I must have fallen asleep while talking. Pictures started appearing in my mind.
There was a bed of roses, where there was not just black and red. It had colors that made my heart dive into it.
'Every step I took felt like a dream.' Nothing more nothing less everything was more than just a dream for me. I grabbed a rose, "You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, and put my hands on my hair to wear it.
Something started to grab my hand tight and tight, it was swirling around my hand, surprisingly it was the stalk of the red rose. Its spines pierced through my skin making me fall on the roses.
The stalks of the roses started to consume me, while the spines pierced through my skin.
Struggling was in vain to beat the roses.
The more they consumed me more the pain was.
Soon I started to lose sight of the white pale moon. Everything I saw, the stars started to shine red, while the moon shined with blood. "Is this the end?" I closed my eyes.
My body was covered in blood. I couldn't even move a bit. Screaming was futile. I wasn't even sure whether this was a dream anymore. "Help me!" I uttered those words out of nowhere.
Someone grabbed the rose wines and pulled them off. It was non-other than him. I never felt so happy before to see him. He put his arms around me taking me onto his arms.
"Are you alright he asked?" He carried me away.
I looked at the sky it was blood red and the moon was covered from the midnights' darkness. Since there was nothing more to look at in the sky I looked down. I saw his shoes dressed with gold buckles.
He didn't bother speaking a word to me, neither did I. I was ashamed of myself for letting my guard down in front of him, but I wouldn't have survived this night if it weren't for him.
I was thankful but I couldn't express it.
For the first time in my life, he felt warm. I grabbed his collar leaning on him. Shamelessly I fell asleep in his arms.
The next moment I woke up I was sleeping on a bed covered in roses. For the first time, my heart started to beat fast seeing roses.
But someone was holding my hand it was warm. Even though my body was weak I looked at the person who was sleeping beside me holding my hand. It was shocking to see him, but who else would be there sleeping beside me holding my hands.
Still, the warmness kept me from moving. I started to think, why do I even hate him? it might not be that bad to be married to him. He doesn't seem like a bad person.
My clothes which were soaked in my blood had been removed from me while I was sleeping and I was dressed in a red gown
The sky was still red the curtains were dancing with the wind. Cold wind swirled inside the room. It was super cold. I fell asleep.
I started seeing something again. I went into something through a bright red glowing door, inside was a field of roses. There was a field of grass right in the middle of the field. I lead my way there because I was too scared to stay with the roses.
As I set my foot into the field my heart started to ache, the pain was more than that I could bear. I fell on my knees grabbing my chest tight.
It was hard to breathe and this time I couldn't even scream for help I couldn't even mumble a word.
Blood came out of my mouth making me crumble on the ground. For sure this might be the end of me.
"This might be the end." I closed my eyes.
The dark void covered me up. Nothing was there around me not even a ray of light.
Tears started rolling down my face. My body felt so week that I couldn't even wipe my tears again after all I couldn't even see my hands.
The pain started to disappear but still, it felt like something sharp was piercing through my heart. As I was regaining my consciousness back, I tried to get back on my feet. There was no one else to scream for.
I don't even know the name of the man that I hate the most. "Help me!", I uttered the word out of my mouth. But there was no response. No one was there.
I finally got back on my feet. With an aching heart, I walked into the void.
It must have been endless. I didn't know the time either the distance I walked. Being unable to see anything made me helpless.
A little dot of white light started appearing, it was approaching me fast as I kept walking in that direction. The white light became brighter and brighter like a star that is about to burst.
Something went through my body. Starlight hugged me and said. "I am sorry" and he pressed it right through my body.
"Was this your intention from the beginning?" I asked being unable to control my emotions.
I fell to the ground as he pulled his sword out and was kneeling in front of him. He was dressed in elegant white clothes which were now covered with my blood.
A tear fell from his eye. Never ever forget me. Samael is my name. Call my name thirteen times on a full moon day and I will be right there for you.
"Sorry for not being able to save you, he kneeled. I have to do this in order to save my people and I am sorry for killing you. It's all my doing. I had to kill you. I will be there to share the burden with you when you get reincarnated. Don't worry he said smiling. I am not planning to live to hear anymore."
"I will die here together with you" and kissed me. I could barely breathe. Breaking the kiss he stood up took a step back and stabbed himself with his own sword.
In front of my eyes, the starlight which came from him started to disappear, Like a firefly in a death bed, he fell on the floor.
I saw his eyes covered in tears.
my eyes lost their sight.....