...All I ever wanted was someone who can support me, someone who can appreciate me, some kind of companion. But something about this world wouldn't allow me to have anything.
Time after time, my self confidence drop on the moment I get nothing. Searching needlessly through this world, I knew I was not going anywhere. But I still strived, looked, finding absolutely nothing that interest me.
I once thought that I had done perfectly on the one of many un-lasting relationships I had took part of, but it was all just an act, a facade of true cruelty this world has gave me.
I was hearts truck then, I looked out, take cared, and even appreciated her. But I received nothing onto the very last moment. I wondered what I was doing wrong, thinking that it was just fate that had some grudge against me.
After all those times I had suffered, someone watched me. They watched me get wronged, they watched me get rejected, and watched me cry.
All that happened to me was known to that person. If I had known that in the past, I would have thought of the look in those eyes was pity. But I hadn't known, so it was unspoken to me.
...I had given up. Never imagining to ever find someone who will love me back, the same way I had loved them. But things always go differently than what we always expect.
That day, on the bottom of the cherry trees, I lay on the ground. Watching the clouds as they make shapes of familiarity in the distance.
I had fallen asleep, soft flows of air going in and going out.
With my whisps of breath, I heard a call.
I woke up. Once I opened my eyes, a pair of kind eyes greeted me from above.
She said to me:
'may I take a seat?'.
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Years passed since then. My kids called out to me from afar, having their fun with their grandparents. I lived an experienced life, one that can be remembered for a long time. My wife made her way towards me, with a sort of elegant manner she always seems to have.
"May I take a seat?" She said. And much like I said in the past, I replied with:
"It would be my pleasure."