Its new years eve and we are all getting ready to celebrate with our family. The same applies to our neighbors. I'm so excited, especially since my parents planned to go out and watch the sunrise into our new year. Leaving my younger sister and I alone. A grin spreads across my face.
perfect I thought.
I know for a fact that he and his brother will be spending new years at my place due to the lack of authority that's going on. We could probably go further than second base. We already have this kind of fun, and he makes me feel so alive. I can feel the blush creeping onto my face just thinking about it. At just thought of his hands all over me, making me feel like my body is on fire. I love his passionate kisses and the aggressive way his lips lead down to my neck just to bite down on my sweet spot. Like his showing me who is in charge, he just knows where and he just knows how. Delicately gliding his finger on the softness of my skin, his eyes intense as he watches what he is doing to me as if putting every beauty spot, and flaw to memory. Though every time it gets to the point when we are about to do it, my body stiffens and I stop him. He never questions me though, possessing the kind of patience a man can only dream to have, he probably thinks I'm scared of giving into him or maybe he just doesn't care for the reason, but I'm glad either way, because I plan on never telling him. I don't want him to think I'm disgusting.
He doesn't know this but he is my salvation, he keeps me sane, what he does... the way he does it, it helps me forget and it keeps the darkness away because my is occupied. Tonight will be different though, tonight I will give him my body to with as he pleases. Our relationship may just be casual hooking up and I might be just fifteen years old, but I know what I want and that is him to consume me whole, take me and make me come alive the way he always has though more intimately. I'm not going to pass this up. We've known each other for quite sometime, four years actually, so I trust him, I know him. He knows just what to do to me, oh boy does he know. I release a dreamy sigh just thinking on what he has planned for me tonight.
My sister walks up to me pulling me from the not so clean thoughts I have about a certain someone. This girl, my sister.... she's my world and I love her with my all though she can get really annoying. She knows almost everything there is to know about me, though she doesn't know what I have planned tonight, but I think she may have a clue. "Dad is at the grill with mom if you're wondering" she gives me a sly smile knowing that mom and dad are the furthest from my mind. "and where have you been?" I ask genuinely curious, and also to avoid the interrogation she's bound to give me. Might as well delay as much as I can. She smiles up at me, not saying a thing, but she has that look in her eye telling me exactly where she has been and what she has been doing.
Naughty girl. I laugh shaking my head.
Someone certainly enjoyed themselves before it actually started. Looking at her I grin letting her know I know exactly what she's trying to tell me. "Aaaaah.... I see you can't get enough of that game huh?" My sister has this obsession with an online game called small worlds. It's basically just where you interact with people and build a fake life for yourself, so a different version of the SIMS. "What can I say I'm social." she shrugs.
Awhile later the clock strikes twelve and all the celebrations start and finally the adults decide that it's time for to resign for the night, and my parents decide they have had enough time with their girls and they should leave. This leave the rest of the youngsters to get our fun started.
I see him walking towards me with his beautiful boyish grin and the mischief residing in his eyes. When he reaches me I grin up at him and him down to me. "hey."