feeling like there's nothing.
but there's always something.
like something to feel.
something to make you happy or sad.
or something to break you,
for being you.
everything is changing into darkness.
like you're in a dark room.
or like fire and water turn into hate.
but does that matter though or do you deserve sad showers.
like everything is total darkness
and the heart is filled with nothing but sadness.
cause that's what people think you deserve.
but do you though, do you deserve pain.
it's like you're caged in your own feelings.
why should you always be sad and lonely when you have your close ones.
but even if you have them are they all worth being with you.
or they'll put more darkness and sadness in your eyes and you'll end up asking yourself do you deserve it.
sadness and sad showers everyday
the heart speaks and the mouth is silent.
beautiful face but ugly heart
amazing life but colourless happiness.
sweet life but sour dreams
strong body but a weak heart.
small emotions and a huge world
huge pain in a huge world.
sad showers in a happy room
only poetry to express feelings.
love,joy feels fake
sadness and pain feel real.
sad showers alone
sad feelings in a shower
all the pain alone.
darkness feels like death.
and family feels like pain.
and death feels like peace.