pain comes in different ways it's fast like rain.
I try to escape but I become trapped
trapped inside of my emotions. thinking that I will be accepted in a new place but it brings pain. my heart pumping with anger,: loneliness. sadness and
thinking that the people I need would be there but
no one understands. they make fun of me
taunt me
and make me feel insecure about myself.
I was in love and I got nothing but pain in that love I got nothing but humiliation. i thought I was stronger than your words stronger than your despicablenesss. but I am weak
without anyone in a week to see my pain. to feel my emotions.
why the heartless heart to me why the pain to me
why the loneliness to me and why the sadness to me.
i want to feel free
and yet you make feel cadged
like a criminal.
what did I do to deserve this
why do you always make me your victim. why am I the only one who cares
but no one else cares.
being judged
made fun of.
I thought I was in the light
but I was in the darkness.
they say the sun will rise in your darkest our.
but darkness keep on following you
making you weak
thought I was strong but the pain long
life is too short
but the pain feels like it's long.
a tiny heart
but it has feelings
my life without emotional support
my heart without someone healing it.
the sourness of life
makes the tears bitter
my heart sings I thing and that's pain.
flowing through my blood
reaching the heart
feeling the heat
going to memory lane. since that's lake
to imbrace it
thinking that there's grace
to help me find my way to happiness.
but will I ever find it or will it be pain.