stuck in the mirror.
and there's horror. but as time pass feelings fade. following the heart can be the hugest sin. hard for emotions to fade. trapped in a cave. but it feels like I'm trapped in a cage.
my mind and heart filled with confusion. the emotions that I feel might be happiness or sadness.
they say time heals all wounds.
little by little.
day by day.
and night by night.
but following the mind can confuse you because of
the feelings of the heart.
I found love and yet it was snatched away. punished by the doves of feelings and memories.
since there are memories.
that can bring back your past without escape.
what do I feel.
what should I feel.
what should I listen to.
the mind and heart are filled with confusion. and can make you question your happiness. your loyalty and faithfulness.
questions in my mind that need an answer. questions in my heart that might never get an answer.
sweet things make things better.
but do sour things ruin the better mood and
moments you love. sweet dreams come when I'm asleep.
but reality is it's all a fantasy. your life is filled with bitter problems.
that's how reality slaps you on the face.
like you were blinded with a lace.
missing the peaceful lake. which I find no voices to shout. let the tears to come out like rain.
and the pool shall be filled. the smile hides the pain.
like it faded away.
past, present and future can't run away from pain. humans cause it like heartless beasts.
human outside and monster inside. hidden by fake smiles that deceive people that y you
are happy.
what am I feeling.
the mind and heart can confuse sometimes. like the dry lake in the forest.
is it happiness or is it all fake.
full of pain and rain.
does peace exist.
or is everything about life a fantasy. filled with emotions that I don't even know what
they are and how they are.