I gave him a chance and yet he broke my heart
I gave him my neck and yet he made me choke
I gave him my lips and yet he made me smoke
I gave him my love and he chose to poke my anger
I don't have a shoulder to cry on
but only have tears to dry all over me
I make my body clean but the heart is dirty
and yet I thought I had love when I was flirty
thirsty for bands, love and romance
But your materials don't make the heart dance
I thought we had a chance
but life created another circumstance
oh life oh life why must I be this confused
why must you sting me like a bee
why must you taste like lemon
you're sweet like honey but sour like pain
pain that never ends like everlasting rain
I thought I had another chance to love again
and yet you killed the happy dove again
yet I scream my lungs out saying you have a chance again
over and over the sour truth hurts my heart
it deepens my wounds till tears flow again
my life was lovely like pears
yet fears follow me like a shadow
torn apart like a glass
black like burned grass
voices causing confusion and pain
what about what the heart wants
thought I needed a meds to heal
but all I need is joy to feel
why does every chance feel like my soul breaks
yet they say love is tressure, but I feel pain
needed gesture to understand the heart
all i did is to trust the weak flesh
yet the spirit warned me to run
cause what is love when they always feed you suffocation
I thought I had a chance to feel love again
but what is love when you lose yourself again
then you call booze happiness
yet you run away from sadness
cause no one said love from a man makes you happy
joy! joy! I miss feeling your gentleness
but my soul cries for peace and empathy