where it is dark
there is no spark
I try to fly
but the sky is too high
the face of death is near
like my breath is being taken
every pain is like an ongoing train
and is repeating on my brain
cannot even drain them away
memory fade away
but that is a fairytale dream
that can be filled with nightmares and screams.
where light can never be seen.
but the darkest memories exist.
and getting a reminder of your past.
makes you feel blinder from being close to the light.
darkness awaits.
for I am apart of it.
within there is pure hate.
that can destroy even an elephant's heart.
which can make the whole world fart.
which was stolen from you.
a world filled with happiness.
but you endured pain.
and sadness is what makes you live.
live life without love.
because of one's own past affecting the her own present.
only the darkest memories create a dark path for a pure innocent heart.
one day, one sunrise and one hour.
clock clicking over and over.
every second is a hell fire.
that I desire to go away.
but every second is slow.
and I cannot go with the flow.
dark memories haunt me every night and every time I look into his eyes.
I feel nothing but hate.
the questions in my head.
just will not fade away.
pain never breaks.
but the cause of the pain breaks a heart.
will you forever be in my heart making me die in anger and regret little by little or will you one day set me free from the darkness you've given and have received from you.
but you've been my only fate.
happiness is forgotten.
only anger that I never ate remains inside.
and it pains me that it hasn't faded away.