as feelings fade memories fade.
fading into a arcade.
where memories are hidden.
hidden inside a dark room.
where no one can come out.
out of the sadness that you feel.
as the sunset rises.
memories passes.
into a deep hole.
and memories are folk tale.
as days pass without love.
the heart runs away like a dove.
scared of being lonely and unwanted.
in a whelm of feelings.
mostly the whelm of pain.
where I can't run away.
nobody feels what I feel.
nobody thinks what I think.
nobody cries like I cry.
no one.
the joy of feeling sad and lonely.
it's like you're the only one in this world.
in this universe.
where you are stuck in the trap.
the trap of my heart.
where I can never find piece.
where there are voices.
voices that misunderstand you.
voices that tire me.
feeling like there's no hope.
and I cannot cope
with the situations that I go through.
my heart feels pain.
everytime on memory lane.
I feel like I'm sinking in a lake.
which can not be found.
suffocation matters so you can run away from the actual pain.
that brings depression in your life
I found love again.
which might be true.
but I still can't find happiness.
the happiness that I deserve.
and like but it feels like dooms day instead.