Damn it. Dear Annabelle why the hell are you talking about happiness and relationship when yours are also messed up shit ?
Why are you so confident in being able to get what you want in relationship and life?
And why indeed you hanging in this thin thread of hope in the chaos that happens on the earth right now? The eruption of anger and frustration in your everyday life that sentence you with life and death situation hasn't improve at all.
Be it a day,a year or ten years went by, that family is still the same.
Remember when they choose the other side and throw you and your pitiful pride away. Remember all those humiliation and harsh words they utter with their pretty little mouth.
Remember when you have nothing no money no looks and no future , they simply take your opinion as nothing valuable.
It's been almost three years since they chewed you out, and not even a sorry went out of their mouth .
And you hated everything in this life from that point.
Cuz when adults are supposed to show you good things are disgusting beings that unable to discern between pride and prejudice or what's right and wrong.
Human all perceives things right or wrong based on their own judgement. And their judgement took the principle of " own advantages " to determine a situation.
It's hurts a hell lot. And it kills you inside. And you've come to despise everything in front of you.